Tyler
After school Friday night I couldn't stop thinking about her. When I seen tears flowing down her cheecks my stomach dropped and I felt a pain in my chest. I made Rea cry. Was I pressuring her to much? I know what im doing to her is unreasonable but god I want her. I want her to tell me she loves me.
When I first started highschool I kept to myself, I've never really had any friends since elementary school. I was made fun of a lot in elementary school, not because of my looks but just because, I don't really know the reason but I presume it was because I wasn't really friendly and I didn't have a lot of friends. I ignorned the kids because I figured it'd stop in middle school. But the same kids attended the same school and new kids joined in. When highschool started they probably got bored of me because they didn't bother with me anymore but no one did, no one tried to be my friend. When Rea first noticed and started talking to me it was all I could think about, how kind and beautiful she was. I could tell when she had bad days, she sometimes looked like she was on the verge of tears, but once we started talking it seemed to cheer her up, the smile she always gave me pierced my heart and I fell for her. My interest grew into an obsession untill she was all I thought about. I didn't want to turn into some creep but I kept getting urges. I can't believe I forced myself onto her and did something so immoral to her, but god I loved it, and I loved the face she gave me. I could tell she didn't want me to stop no matter what she said. Listen to me.. what am I saying? Does she really like me? I mean she didnt report me for what I did to her, and she did say to give her some time to think about it. Maybe I was wrong for what I did, but it does seem to be paying off. I can't wait till monday. I wasn't going to. If I recall, the packet of lesson plans for the year she gave me the day I came to school had her contact information for parents, her email and phone number. I'm not sure if I should though, I mean I've been pressuring her enough as it is. I should just give her some space. No, I should pressure her. Knowing her she'll stress over the decision and she might reject me if I don't push her a little more.
My heart started racing as I pulled up my phone. I wasn't going to chicken out now, I mean what's there to be afraid of after the things I did to her? I dailed her number and hesitated before pressing call.
"Hello?" Her confident tone put a smile on my face knowing it'd falter at the sound of my voice.
"This is Tyler"
Nothing, completly silent, I almost wanted to laugh at how surprised she was.
"D-Do you need something?", she says in a shakey voice.
"If you've thought about it enough, I'd like to meet up for your answer, I want to hear it face to face"
"I.. uh" She's obviously panicking, she definitely wasn't expecting me to call her, not like I blame her.
"Please Rea.. I want to see you"
She hesitates for a moment before finally answering, "But what if someone sees us?"
"I can meet you somewhere out of town if you want? Or you can come to my house?"
"U-uh, I think I'd rather meet you out of town", she says in a soft voice.
She sounds to cute.
"Yeah I figured, How about Crafted Times cafe? It's about thirty minuets away, if you know it?"
"Y-yeah, sure"
"I'll see you in thirty minuets?"
"An hour!" She rushed out
"Alright an hour, I'll see you then".
She probably needed to get herself ready. I need to catch the bus before I miss it and have to wait nearly another hour for the next one. I grabbed some money for lunch and as I was right about to leave my mom stops me. Shit. I thought she left for the day.
"Where do you think you're going?" she says in a condescending tone.
"Uh, I'm meeting up with a friend today"
"A friend hm?"
I see a smirk growing on her face.
"Y-yeah"
"It's a girl isn't it?" She says in a straight tone.
Fuck, how'd she know?
I let out a sigh.
"Yeah..."
She tries to cover her little laugh.
"Do you need some money?"
"No mom I'm fine"
"Alright go ahead"
Well that was unexpected, and stressful.