2 This Sucks

After saying goodbye to me I blink and find myself in what I assume to be my new body. Ok first off I can't see and I can barely hear. Wow this fucking sucks. I think I remember reading about this somewhere were babies can't see untill a while after their born.

Never knew how much I would miss my senses untill their gone. I can still think fine though so that must be reincarnation shinanagians.

Fuck its cold. Do I not have a blanket? Who leaves a child in the cold without a blanket?

Do I have parents or was I just placed here? I probaly do I think just for logical reasons.

Is the matron going to come soon?

Actually, fuck, how do japanese ophanges work? Am I even in Japan? Probaly I couldn't imagine not being there. Fuck! Do I have to learn a new language?

God this sucks. Where is the matron anyways? Do they not check for babies at night? Thats... a stupid question never mind. Oh shit, I got it I should probaly be crying.

It has been a while I think but someone finally comes and picks me up. I can feel them carrying whatever I am in. I really should.. just... sleep.

It has been some time now, I can see and hear fine now. This is really supremly boring. I have nothing to do and am only eating shitty babyfood. I don't even undestand the japanese.

It does seem I benefit from the extra learning speed of a newborn though. I am picking up a word here or there but it really is going slow because Im so young I don't have much interaction with the adults.

It could be a quirk but it doesn't feel quirky? and as far as I can tell I don't have a mutation type quirk. Are inward mutations without any identifiers a thing, because I could see that.

During all this free time I've been thing about what exactly I want to do with this new life. I could become a hero but the real question is why? Im not a good person. I don't really care about people or even like them in general. But in the same vain what else is there to do? I mean train my quirk is number 1 prioty no matter what to prepare for whatever dangers I may face in other worlds. I suppose in a similar train of thought I need to do heavy pysical condtioning too to make sure I am in top shape. Also martial arts and preferably some type of actual weapon because I think a good weapon would be needed in the wider multiverse. Fuck! Thats a lot and I am and a lazy ass. But... rather this than be dead I suppose.

Lets see... I know pysical conditiong shouldn't be started until later so that is out for a while. Realisticaly quirk traing is the earliest thing I can do while waiting for my body to devolp enough to do the other two.

Still though, hero work? I don't know? They probaly wouldn't want me to use a wepon but then again I think I remember someone using a sword in the anime? Or I am just wrong and being stupid.

Ok so, is their actually a reason for me to do the hero course? Hot girls? I mean sure plenty of the woman in UA are hot but again I am not a good person, not a bad person just... not good. If I had to actually permantly stay here I would probaly do the hero course and almost definitley try to romance Mina because their wouldn't be anything better to do but... Ill be leaving at some point and I don't to make myself seem good in one universe and then the person Im with finds out Im really just a dick. And in reality from what I know which to be fair is not a lot there is nobody that is really my personality type in UA.

So thats one point off for going to UA. Another thing is all the shit that happens there. I really am not caught up on MHA but im pretty sure they like get dorms at some point due to the viallians and shit and thats gotta suck. I really wouldn't want anyone to die to because I was there and messed something up. I may be a bad person but I am not a horrible person. Also its fucking school! I do not want to do that shit again. I will have to go through elemantry and middle school already before I feel fine relying on myself and if I go to highschool teachers and shit will actualy care about me. I tried to think of some pros but I really can't. I mean I get its for training to be a hero but considering I don't care about that their really is no point.

I mean I guess its also a legal way to train your quirk in a more open enviorment so if I get a AOE quirk I might just have to go there to get a really good training space without breaking the law. Hopefully that doesn't happen.

So! Master plan! Get quirk. Train Quirk. As soon as possible, without damging my body, start working out. Try to find a good martial arts dojo and if I master something move on to another. (No idea how long that will take or if it will even be possible. Might depend on quirk.) Chose a good weapon that is compatible with my quirk. Find someone to actually train me with that weapon. Develop a coherent fighting style using quirk and weapon. Maybe go to UA but only if I really have to. After middle school go fuck off to the woods to live in peace only returing to train in whatever dojo or whoever sensei I have. Do that untill I am 25 and then get the fuck out of this universe most likely alone.

Wooo! That feels good all planned out although it will probaly go to shit at some point. For example how will I afford martial arts and weapons lessons? Hopefully this is a really high class orphange that gives allowance or something but I very much doubt that. Will I have to get a job? Fuck.

Ok! So now... I just have to wait years for my quirk to deveolp. Fuck. This sucks.