1 voice

I hear a voice

``is he okay,will he be alright''

``no need to worry his wound is not that fatal,but it will take time to recover''

``when will he wake up''

``i dont know,when he will wake up but.....................................

its warm,the air is warm,i hear trees fluttering from wind,where am i.

[slowly i opened my eye]

i see a vast blue sky,surrounding me was flowers,butterfly fluttering over the flowers,its was relaxing.

[i got up]

i asked my self ``where am i''

wasn't i at hospital or am i still dreaming,it has to be a dream,yea it has to be a dream,I couldnt fullfill my promise,ahh man i am such a loser,i couldnt get to her expectation,sorry mom,sorry[tear drop]mom,im such a loser i even cryed in my dream,man i have to wake up soon or she will start worring about me ............

........................................

ahh i can hear my mom,she is calling out for me i have to wake up.......

....................

....................

[slowely i open my eye]

``he is awake,doctor he is awake''

[after that the doctor came]

``finally you are awake mister''

``where am i,how long have i been asleep''

``you are at the hospital and you were asleep for 2 years''

``2 years how,how was i asleep for 2 years doctor''

``we dont even know mister,why you were asleep for 2 years''

[sudden realization]

``my mom,where is she,is she alright''

``your mom''

``yes,my mom''

``i dont know,who you are talking about but no one came to visit you in past 2 years''

``what,my mom is she still alive''

``we dont know''

after the converstation doctor left...

....................mom you were here right,you wouldnt leave me right,tell me it is still a dream,tell me please....[start crying]

........................................

am i still dreaming?

....

...

..

.

is it still a dream?

.

she is alive right?

.

[suddenly everything got dark and i hear a voice]

``why are you lying to your self,you know she died 15 year ago''

``no,she is still alive,i know it,i talked to her befor getting hospitalize''

``why are lying to your self''

``i am not lying to my self,i know she is alive''

``if you are not lying than remember,remember the time when you introduce your mom to everyone,remember your converstaion with your so called imaginary mom,remember has anyone belived you,remember it''

``was she just my imagination,was she just a fake''

``you were lonely weren't you,you wanted someone to care about you don't you''

``I was lonely,I wanted a mother,I wanted her to love me,I wanted her to be alive,I thought about her everyday,I cryed and cryed until one day she came i was happy,I didn't wanted her to leave me again,so I said to her don't leave me ever again,she smiled and said someday I have leave you,when the time comes you have to forget about me and move on.I thought if i ignore her word than she wouldnt leave me,but it was all just my imagination''

``so you get it didn't you,when the time comes I will call you again,i will come again to tell you everything''

``what,tell me''

``when the time comes I will tell you everything you want to know,so for now good bye we will me again some day''

``what are you talking about,tell me''

[he vanished with the darkness]

what was that was I imagining that too was it all fake.I can't tell but when the time comes he said,I will be waiting for you until the time comes.

2 month has passed by but nothing new.I got discharge from the hospital got home and did nothing.

I began looking for a job not like I needed one I was rich,but meeting new people Is what i wanted to do.I felt lonely.

a year have passed and i got a job.it was at some small company that makes game,I had a knowledge about making game so I applied and they accepted,I didn't expected that but it is what it is,it was a small group of people 5 boys and 4 girls,one girl seemed to be interested in me.

as time goes small company begain to grow,New people begain apply for the company,New member begain to add.

5 year have passed I was 27 year old,I felt old,day goes by nothing happen but one day I got a call from a girl it was the girl I talked about.

[I picked up the call]

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