Thoughts about that ''pervert''

After my classes I came out of the building.its just 3 pm in noon...it was still raining...not heavily, but like a sprinkler... opening my umbrella I started my walk to dorm..

while crossing the parking lot...in the edge of my eyes..I felt like, I have seen someone familiar...so I turned my head towards were the cars are parked...'there he is'...there was a line of Benz cars are...but he was leaning on a lamborghini...which is in the center of the Benz cars line...I think that was the car he was going to board...I never had craze on cars...but I know some of the brands and it's price...even a small child could guess how rich he is,to own this many expensive cars..but looking at him leaning on the car...ahgrrrr....he is damn hot as a super model..I felt tickling sensation in my heart...wait... I'M I REALLY BECAME AN IDIOT???...why my heart always refuses to hear out my brain..I thought..first I should straighten my heart and leave this place immediately.... before leaving I just took a glance on him...he was looking at me and smiling...my stupid heart again forgot a beat...I think my heart has planed to murder me for being single for this many years...but why him?...I started to walk faster by seeing him...he moved his lips...he was saying something...I just stopped and read his lips...he was saying..."your lips are sooo soft like a chocolate"saying this he liked his lips....my face became red at instant...I was flushed...and my heart beat became rash.. knowing,being here is not good for my heart I ran away to my dorm....I have never ran like this even in my school sport competitions....but today I have ran like this...thanks to him...I felt like my heart gonna burst... at last I reached my dorm.... again because that pervert I'm out of my breathe..getting back normal I pressed the elevator's switch.. elevator's door opened...I got into the elevator and pressed 6th floor...from G floor to 6th floor it was a quite ride... throughout the ride I can't help but I kept thinking about his kiss... thinking of that actually he kiss me gently...I could feel that moment of that kiss...I was drowned in that moment...the 'ting' sound from elevator helped me to regain my conscious..it is the first time I felt myself so dumb in the world.. though I tried my best to forget about him but I can't...so i went straight to the shower...I know Lisa was shocked by my action,but I consoled her saying that I'm wet by the rain so I'm taking shower....she helped me by handing out my clothes...even in shower I can't forget him...my mind automatically started to fantasize about running his hand all over my body and holding me tight...ah oh my god!!! I think even my mind started to betray me..

it's a long shower. I putting on my thigh length shirt..I came out....I dried my hair with hairdryer...I can't help but I felt so feeble after the shower..so I straightly went to the bed to sleep... I'm not hungry so I went to sleep..I could see Lisa was dolling her up for a date... I'm not surprised.. because it's not new for me to see this...she use to do this from very beginning...she broke up with someone today and hook up with other the next day...she not a bad person...but she is trying hard to find her true love...I can't even hear her 'bye' clearly because I'm so tired...she locked the door and went, that's what I know...I fallen asleep..it was raining still....ah.. here he again..even in my dream...do I really fallen for this pervert?....