1 Life or Death

Sound of the ambulance was ringing in my ears ...my clothes were covered in blood ...every image was blur...the only voice in my head was of him, shouting...in pain...in regret ...in grief ...in...LOVE...

I was finally feeling love in his voice , but sadly in my last moments of life . I never thought I would take this step but , love is crazy . It's boon , it's curse...it's sweet , it's sour...it's life....it's...death...

Doctors took me in the operation theater . He was ...with me...my love ...I could feel his presence ...I could hear his voice but...his face was blur in my vision...

..."Docter please save her!!...please...I won't be able to forgive myself ...please...save her..."

~..." we will try our best the injury is very serious ...a lot of blood is lost ...if she doesn't stop bleeding soon...she can go in a coma..."

~ ..."no..no...please...please...docter ...you have to save her...she is too young to die...she has seen nothing till now...please save her..."

~..." we will try our best...please ...calm down..."

...~"ananya ...can you hear me??...I'm sorry...please forgive me...please...I can't live without you...I love you...I love you from the second I met you again...I thought staying away from you would keep you safe...I was wrong ...please don't leave me...I can stay away from you ...but not without you...please...give me a chance to love you...just once...please..."

Tears were rolling down his face ... of fear ...fear of losing something he always wanted to cherish ...protect...love...

..."Sir...we need O+ve blood , immediately...blood bank is not having that blood group currently...please call her family members to come here soon for donating blood or else ...we might not be able to save her..."...

...~"O+ve..??"

....I really imagined a better ending than this ...now in my last moments of life ...I'm just thinking ...how this all mess started...