Pologrue

This is my useless, careless, heartless life...

My life began when I was a child, with my mother, father, big sister Claire, and younger sister Camilla... My name is Cassie... I was only 9 years old when I feel sad and depress about my life... the thing is, so depressing... its because, of my family, and friends... When I'm getting older and older, I notice that... They always look in my bad and never look what I did good... then about my sisters, they "ALWAYS" what they want... Then me, I'm just freaking stupid child that never do good... to them, I'm just like that... in this age, I feel depression. I know that I'm too young for this feelings but, I was born this way... born to be sad forever, born to be useless, careless... and all the bad things its all because of me... In this age, I just want to die... I try to kill myself but, I just, can't... in one day, I tried to just leave, but I don't have nowhere to go... I hate myself... I don't like myself...

I always praying that, I hope I was never born... I had my money that I earn long time ago, I start to buy my first cellphone, and just going social media, and think its gonna heel my heart and be happy again...