depression

day one...

i want to die i've seen lots and lots of people die and i've been wanting to kill my self for years now but i guess not in my life i known lots of people i loved and hated some of them but i never gave up hope i hated every thing in my life i had lots of good friends i loved them like my brothers but now my life is gone to shit i hate it really my birthday is in five days who am i kidding nobody cares i used to love my birthday but not anymore at least now if anyone is reading this keep your head up dont put your self down keep living on and live everyone cares about you if not i do dont let other people get to you u are great for who you are keep living do whats best for you make good decisions have fun do what u want ive seen my uncle almost committed suicide but i stop him he had suicidal thoughts because of his wife i really hated her really keep living stay save plus who ever is feeling the same way just talk to me my discord is killr champin#6320 or IG jayflo560 and me and you can talk k