1 PROLOGUE

'Where am I?'

I run, run, run, and run. But I couldn't see the end of this misery. I was surrounded by darkness and it's filling me up.

The sadness.

The pain.

I don't know why but it's making me insane.

It's depressing me.

'Why? Why? Why?' I continuously asked myself.

What is this feeling? It's so bizarre. I hate it.

'Someone, help me!' I shouted but no voice came out of my mouth.

'Huh?' I shouted again but I couldn't hear any sound. I don't know whether I lost voice or my hearing.

I realized that I lost my ability to see or to hear.

I tried to pinch myself.

'Ouch!' I thought. So I guess, I could still feel something.

Suddenly, I felt someone touching my arms that is slowly sliding so it will interlock with my chilling hands. So warm.

'Who is it?'

I tried to reach this person's face. I traced his fluffy neck-length hair, thick brows, butterfly-like lashes, tall nose and warm lips.

A doll, perhaps, but a moving one?

'Ouch!' I felt pressure behind my neck and before I knew it, I lost control of myself and I fell on the icy floor.

In the next moment, I could suddenly see colors around me again. I could hear the sound of…rain?

I felt like my eyes are searching for something but I don't know what is it. I felt like this body that I have is not mine. I couldn't control it.

'Who are you?' I thought to myself. I saw a crying girl in front of me. Her lifeless black eyes is like a black hole as she looked at me with pity.

"Why?" I was surprised to hear my voice for the first time, but that's not important right now.

"Why are you looking at me like that?" I was suddenly irritated. I hate that kind of look. I hate it because it's painful.

She stood up and walked past behind me. When I turned around, I saw a silhouette of a man. Yes, a man with another woman. They are looking at her with disgust. It struck me so hard. She shielded her tummy for an unknown reason.

She begged.

She cried.

She held his hand like she knew that the moment his hand left hers, she'll never see him again.

Literally.

I suddenly felt something damp on my lips.

So cold.

So painful yet sweet.

And I closed my eyes to feel the coldness it brought.

But when I opened my eyes again, I was greeted by the familiar darkness.