2 something went wrong

that poem I had wrote after a movie that moved me when I watched it the day before. so I wrote a poem.

it's kind of normal I guess when you're moved to express your feelings out in the form of a poem or a song or something else if you are someone lonely like me, because you don't have someone to talk to and express your feelings, you express them in the form of some letters that you write to yourself as if you are your friend.

so, I showed them the poem, Bertha was the first one to reply.

"I think it's too long and it should not be one hundred percent romantic like this"

well, I was shocked and my plan to impress them had successfully failed. so I was, like any normal person as if I were really normal, embarrassed of my poem, so I didn't publish it.

I kept on writing some quotes the days that followed. till I realized that that wouldn't work.

I just didn't feel like they were happy to have me aboard.