Crazy

She didn't want to stay there anymore, she pushed him away and tried to run away when he grabbed her hand again and pulled her back.

"Let go!" She struggled to break free but Sebastian didn't budge, instead pulled her closer by her waist. He leaned closer to her, and in a soft and heavy voice he whispered,"I don't care about what you think, you will say yes to me."

Sarael glanced at his eyes this time it was not some feared innocent one but bold ones, the one who can fight back, no fear holding her. She was not meek Sarael, Sebastian. She can fight back, and Sebastian knows if she knows how to use it she may rule people below her. She was seductress already, if she turned evil, what much she could do.

She just needs to use her pros and how much she can win.

"I will never." She scoffed her words full of confidence as she pushed him back.

Sebastian didn't stop her again, he smirked seeing the leaving silhouette of the enchantress. He liked this Sarael more.

If he gets it so easily it's not fun, the more she says no the more he wants to get her. Sebastian just realized what he was thinking. He was only asking her to get engaged because he didn't want Samaelson to get her. He can't let him have her. He was not good for her. Sebastian didn't dare to go closer so she stays away but if she really is going to drag in. He wants her beside him, he wants to protect her from everyone.

Keep her for himself but he knows he can't.

He wants to have her but yet can't. Why destiny brought them together even after all this. Now he and she are entwined together, he can't push her back nor she can let go of her feelings.

He plopped down on the wooden swing, his arm resting on his eyes. He hates to accept but he likes her somewhere and he was addicted. He had already fallen for her but he can't accept it, because he loves her. And when we love someone we don't think of hurting them.

Sebastian had to go through a lot later and then he constantly hurt her, and he can't see her in pain. Love was like a flower, when you love someone you take care of them, water them instead of hurting them.

Sarael walked out of the bungalow, she didn't notice the silhouette of Samael leaning on the stair.

Samael sighed seeing them both are stubborn even though they love and care for each other they can't let go nor hold on to each other. Maybe somewhere it is also his fault for making Sebastian someone like that but if he doesn't he will not survive in this world.

In this cruel world where his own mother wants to kill him, how can she survive if he is weak. Mother, yes his mother wants him dead from the day he was in her womb he hates her.

Samael never told him what person his mother is, because he was still his mother, he can't hurt his own son teeling how horrible his mother was.

Samael and Tiffany, Sebastian's mother, were an arranged marriage fixed by their family. But Samael loved his long term girlfriend and wanted to marry her but couldn't. When Tiffany came to know Samael had a girlfriend he loves dearly she went crazy. It would be good if she only went crazy but it was not like that. She lost her mind, she went to meet Michelle by her own and guilt tripped her to leave Samael and that time she was pregnant and Samael knew about it after she left.

He tried to look for her but couldn't find any news of her, and when elders knew of what's happening he got his punishment and also pressure to have a child with him.

He didn't want to but he had to, he had no choice except agreeing to them.

And he did, it was a few months later when they knew of her being pregnant but something was wrong, Tiffany started to behave more weird, playing with the knife, asking if the child's die and what would happen.

Samael knows it's weird and he even put her in check up but they said it was because of pregnancy and he knew it was not.

No woman would think to kill her own child which was in her womb, why would they want that. The kid was part of why he would try to hurt her own part when he wanted a child. When she asked for it. Didn't she?

She sent Michelle away so she can be the sole one in his life but she wants to kill his son. Samael wants to know but yet can't. Can a mother be so ruthless and horrible?

Samael was confused and still didn't say anything. And continued to tolerate or ignore her drama but never thought it went worse after Sebastian's birth.

She stopped caring for him, she just drowned himself in drinks and smoking. Samael tried to stop her but can't she was addicted and even started to have drugs soon. She got worse and worse and one day when he made all those things throw out, she got crazy and even tried to kill Sebastian so he agreed to give him. It was then he knew she was not safe for their son. And it was just then when he decided to put her in the basement and her advance treatment continued without telling Sebastian.

All these years he was having Sebastian hate but he didn't care; he just wanted to protect his son, and support him from back. Even though it's a hate relationship they still had blood connection and they can't cut that ties.

Nor Samael wants to tell him anything of his mother. He will be hurt more knowing the truth. It was best to keep it secret. Secret only he knows.