1 October 10th 23:16

It's a few days before my 20th birthday. Things have been uneventful lately, and I'm beginning to wonder what I'm going to do with the rest of my life. I've noticed an attractive man with white hair in the same places as me. I wonder if he's single. Or even looking at all. I haven't seen him smile yet, but I think he'll have the warmest smile. He almost seems lonely most days. The melancholy look in his eyes makes me want to ask him why he looks so gloomy, but I continue to sit in my own curiosity. I think tomorrow I'll sit next to him. We will see.