1 Lucky Or Unlucky?

I'm someone who likes reading and I'm not talking about those plain and boring literature works. I mean manga and light novels. I especially like the rom-com version because unlike other genres they are mostly peaceful, though I don't like the one that had too much drama because personally, I feel It's too much.

In short, It's cringe.

But what can I do? They are also interesting in their own ways, so I won't criticize them. Each time I read a sweet scene in a rom-com manga or LN. I would always think, 'Man I want a girlfriend so bad.'

It wasn't unusual for me to think like that, right? But for real though I said that I wanted a girlfriend, what I meant isn't those 3D girls but 2D, I don't hate 3D girls, but they are a pain in the ass to deal with personally.

To me 2D girls are perfect and nothing could change that fact….wait forget It if you only exclude those basic bitches, thots and tsundere then they are perfect, so anyway presently I'm writing a novel of my own.

It had been on my mind for a long time now and finally started today. At first, I tried making the main character the same name as me, and I regretted it so much that I wanted to come back to the past and stop myself from doing such a thing.

It was so embarrassing that I wanted to dig a hole and hide under it. I mean who would ever do that?! Well I did but still, It's so embarrassing, so I deleted that particular novel and created another one. I wanted to delete it from history.

And so I did, while I was about to start making another one suddenly, my pops called me for dinner and I scratched my head in annoyance.

"Just when I was about to start! sigh*"

Then I stood up from my seat and went downstairs, even when annoyed I have to listen because I don't want to get scolded for no apparent reason, after that I ate with my father we didn't talk that much, my father wasn't a talkative person and I'm also someone who doesn't talk If the other party doesn't, so the dinner was peaceful.

After I ate my dinner, I took my plate away from the table and was about to go away, suddenly my father spoke.

"I'm turning off the wifi early today so that you could sleep early."

I froze after hearing that, I can't believe turning the wifi off was worse than death for me! I must know the reason why.

"Why?"

"Why my ass?! It's your first day of school tomorrow! I don't want you to get up late, got it?!"

"Oh."

I finally know his reason, but still, I can't accept that he's turning off the wifi! This was torture to me! But in the end, I couldn't fight back knowing my father, he wouldn't change his mind, he is just that stubborn, so I went back to my room with a depressed expression.

So he did turn off the wifi, but there are a lot of things I could do even without wifi, but I should sleep as my pops said, because there is a 100% chance that he will check my room later.

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Morning,

I woke up from my bed early, and for the record, I woke up without an alarm clock! A miracle has occurred. I am proud of it, I looked at my clock and It was still 5 AM. Ever since I started reading Manga and LN, my sleeping schedule has been always fucked up.

What those guys said on the internet is true, once you get addicted to reading you will say. "Sleeping is for the weak!"

After that, I went to the bathroom and took a short bath and It was honestly cold. I am not Japanese we don't do hot baths here.

Changing my clothes, and went to the living room only to see a note saying.

"This is your allowance for today, the breakfast is in the fridge, you can warm it up in the microwave."

I was silent, I'm pretty sure that I slept earlier than my father but how come….he's still earlier than me?! Does he even sleep? I'm kind of worried about his health.

"This is one of the reasons why I don't want to be an adult…"

So I took the note out of the table and threw it into the trash, then I started warming up my breakfast and slowly eating It while I read a novel on my phone.

After I finished eating my breakfast, I looked at myself in the mirror to see if there was anything wrong with my appearance. After checking everything was alright, I took my bag with me and left the house.

I live inside a city, so I have to ride a transportation bus so that I could go to my new school, If you want me, to be honest, I rather not go, I have many reasons why and I'll tell you some of them, first of all even after you graduate there is no guarantee that you can get your ideal job and you would have to work for another company that you don't like, but you don't get to choose anyway, only those who are smart and lucky could do that and I'm neither of the types.

A few minutes later, a bus arrived as I was about to step inside the bus, unexpectedly I tripped but luckily before my body hit the ground, I used my other leg so that I could balance myself.

"Phew! That was close!"

I sigh in relief, I was someone who doesn't like to get wounded no matter how small It is. It wasn't like I'm afraid of pain. It's just annoying to endure the after-effects damage later.

Then I lifted my head toward the bus and only to see it was full.

"What the, I can't ride this one any more bad luck. It seems that I have to wait for another good thing. I'm early today and I can afford to wait for another bus." So I decided to wait for another bus.

The previous bus that was supposed to ride was already several meters away from me, since It started moving a minute ago, a loud bang was heard across the place. It made me flinch. Then I looked in the direction of the loud bang that happened.

My eyes widened as I saw the bus that I was supposed to ride exploded right in front of my eyes, and that made me scared, my face was pale at the moment.

"Bad luck? I take that back. I was lucky!

At a time like this. I wasn't thinking of what happened to the people who were inside that bus, but I was thinking of myself. I was lucky If I didn't trip. I would be one of those people who were inside the bus.

Taking a deep breath, I took a step so that I could get away from this place as I did. A wheel fell right into me and hit my head, and I collapsed.

Before I completely lost consciousness, my thoughts were. "Am I lucky or unlucky?! Which one is it?!"

July 10, 2021, 6:11 AM

I died.

(End-)