2 2. Ye Jin: You're gone??

Why he's gone today? Can't he thought to leave a text for me? Ye Jin sat on the chair without knowing on what she's sitting. She was trembling inside and out, her fingers holding to phone were lifeless as if it'll fell down anytime. She doesn't know why she's feeling like this? She herself doesn't even know when she began having feeling like this?

In the middle of her train of thoughts she texted, "But you're suppose to go tomorrow? Is it necessary to go today only?" While texting back to Chen Hei she felt as if her heart is stabbed by sword. Only she came back to her senses when Lin Siyi came to ask her to have lunch together.

As soon as she heard the sound Ye Jin came back to her senses and saw that it was actually Lin Siyi, her friend.

Lin Siyi had a big smile on her face as she asked Ye Jin, "Are you sad? Don't wanna have lunch?"

But to her surprise Ye Jin replied with calm and cool gesture, "Oh! I was chatting little with my friends." Ye Jin hid her sadness and pointed towards a chair nearby her to Lin Siyi to take a seat, "Come have a seat." Her phone again vibrated and she saw a message from Chen Hei, she opened, "Yeah, I suppose to go tomorrow but suddenly there's a change in plan." After reading Ye Jin's face was completely pale and the color of her face was lifeless. She felt someone has put something on her shoulder though it was very light but she felt that her ocean pearls will flow countless. So after hiding her feelings she composed herself as if nothing has happened to her and she lifted her head up and saw Lin Siyi was staring at her and her one hand is on her shoulder. Lin Siyi's face was very anxious as if she's worrying for her and then her gaze fall on to her moving lips, "Jin-ya What's wrong? Why your face is paled? Are you tired? If you're unwell then go to medical room and get some medicine and take rest." With the rain of questions Ye Jin composed herself well and with forcing smile on her face she replied, "Siyi, I'm fine. I'm just bit tired....nothing else." and she took her phone and got up, "Wait for me here I'm just going to use restroom." Though she doesn't need to go and even unable to make any excuse but at last somehow she managed to excuse herself. While walking towards restroom she texted back with crying emojis and added, "This is not fare. You even didn't met with me before going." Instantly she got reply, "Yesterday only we met each other. Now how do you wanna meet me more." As she read that she replied, "Yeah but still.... okay fine. Go safely and have a happy journey" she composed herself and added, "I'll be missing you terribly Old sly man" and added again sad emojis. "Thanks. I'll be coming next month don't worry" got reply from Chen Hei. As she got reply she put off her phone and sat down inside restroom though she doesn't needed to do anything.

Then Ye Jin went to washbasin to wash her palms to cool down herself because whenever she's nervous or have mixed feelings it happens with her. Along with it she hardly have an appetite. But today she had her lunch normally which she bought from canteen along with Lin Siyi. Although Lin Siyi stay with Ye Jin often but they aren't very close. So Ye Jin didn't shared anything about her feelings with Lin Siyi and behaved normally till Lin Siyi got down at her stop to her home. In Beijing, late at night cool breeze blows specially when winter begins. So when Ye Jin's stoppage came she got down and unusually she walked slowly on the road passage. She herself wasn't know what's up with her and she came to a stop when she saw a Hotpot restaurant where she had her meal with Chen Hei.

She again lost in her past thoughts which she spent with Chen Hei. But why she's feeling like this? Isn't they're in good terms?