1 I Am Your Titanic
Hello Myself Ritvik. Main Hu To Indore Se But Kuch Saalo Se Dehli Mai Apne Mama Ke Paas Hu Aur Whi Skill Development Company Me Job Kar Rha Hu.
Abhi Wps Indore Aaya Hu Holidays Par. Aakhir Maa Aur Papa Jo Yaha Rehte Hai.
Aane Ke Dusre Din Morning Mai Sbse Pahle Maine Apna Room Thik Kiya. Mtlb Room To Maa Thik Hi Rkhti Hai Par Jab Bhi Main Aata Hu Tab Mujhe Apni Sari Chize Shi Se Rkhna Aadat Hai Meri.
Ek Aalmari Hai Jisme Maine Apni Sari Purani Chize Shmbhal Kar Rakhi Hai Aur Maine Use Hi Aaj Thik Kiya.
Tabhi Meri Aalmari Me Ek Baksa ( Box ) Mila Mujhe Aur Use Khol Kar Dekha Maine.
Usme Mujhe Ek Diary Mili. Jis Par Likhi Thi Kuch Lines. Jo Hollywood Movie Titanic Ke Song My Heart Will Go On Ki Thi.
Lines..
Every Night In My Dreams
I See You, I Feel You
That Is How I Know You Go On.
Yes Ye Diary Meri Thi Jo Maine School Time Mai Likhi Thi. Maine Is Diary Ko Aaj Bahut Saal Baad Dekha Shayd 7 Saal Baad.
Today Is April 15, 2006 . Aur Is Diary Ke First Page Par Date Likhi Hai June 19,1998.
Date Ke Just Niche Likha Hai ' I Am Your Titanic '.
Ha Ye Is Diary Ka Title Hai.
Aap Soch Rhe Honge Ye Titanic Ka Isse Kya Connection Hai. To Bata Du Ki Ye Diary Likhne Ke Six's Months Pahle November 18, 1997 Ko Hollywood Movie Titanic Release Hui Thi Aur Is Movie Ka Tab Mere Mind Aur Heart Par Bahut Jayda Aasar Pada.
Ek Baar Phir Se Ruke Huye Un Lamaho Ko
Kajaj-dar-Kajaj Palat Kar Zinda Karte Hai,
Kuch Aanshulje Sawalo Se Bhari Is 7 Saal Purani Kahani Ko Aaj Phir Yaad Karte Hai.
Suruaat Hoti Hai Garmiyo Ke Holiday Khatam Hone Se. Tab Main 11th Me Aaya Tha Aur Main Us Time 19th Year Ka Tha.
4-5 Din Se Main Apni School Open Hone Ki Teyari Kar Rha Tha Aur Kal Frist July Se School Suru Hone Wala Tha.
Mera School Ka Pahla Din Vesa Hi Rha Jesa Pahle Humesa Rehta Tha.But Kuch New Students Join Huye To Class Ka Time Nikal Gya Une Preshan Karne Me.
Mere Class Me Teen Friend The Avi,Sujal Aur Shree.
Hum Charo Milkar Bahut Masti Karte The Humara Group Pure School Me Femous Tha.
School Open Hone Ke 6 Din Baad Ki Baat Hai Jab Main School Ke Corridor Me Khada Tha Tabhi 8th Class Ka Ek Boy Aaya Aur Mujhe Bola Tum Yaha Kya Kar Rhe Ho Waha Class Mai Avi Aur Shree Ke Sath Milkar Sabhi Ek New Student Ko Preshan Kar Rhe Hai.
Main Jaldi Se Meri Class Ki Taraf Bhagne Laga Ye Soch Kar Main Baki Reh Jaauga Isme.
Jese Hi Main Andar Pohcha Aur Bola Kon Fasha Aaj Pinzre Me. Itne Me Meri Nazar Us Ladki Par Padi.Jisne Blue Colour Ki Dress Pehni Hui Thi Aur Sab Milkar Use Preshan Kar Rhe The.
Wo Chehra Aaj Bhi Bhulaya Nhi Jata Itna Maashum Aur Khubsurt Tha. Kaale Aur Lambe Baalo Ke Bich Se Uski Do Brown Aakhne Dikh Rhi Thi. Maano Kisi Ko Khoj Rhi Ho. Aakhe Jitni Khubsurt Thi Unti Hi Badi Thi. Un Badi Badi Do Aankho Ko Jo Kajal Lga Hua Aesa Lag Rha Ho Ki Wo Bahut Kuch Kehna Chah Rhi Hai. Tabhi Ek Aankh Mai Se Aanshu Ki Ek Bund Nikali Jo Apne Sath Kajal Ko Bhi Khich Kar Leti Gai.
Itna Kuch Mere Samne Ho Rha Tha Par Wo Ladki Kuch Bhi Nhi Boli.
Maine Usi Time Avi Aur Shree Ko Chilate Huye Bola Chhodo Ise Preshan Mat Karo Aur Wo Class Se Bhag Kar Bahr Ki Taraf Balcony Me Jaa Ke Akeli Khadi Ho Gai.
Main Paas Gaya Uske Aur Bola Tumne Thank You Tak Nhi Bola Mujhe, Maine Tum Un Sab Se Bachaya.
Tab Usne Bola Ha Thank You To Bolna Chahiye Na Tume Kiuki Tum Hi In Sabke Sath The Isliye Tumne Class Me Aate Time Bola Ki Kon Fasha Aaj Pinzre Mai.
Mujhe Pata Chal Gaya Ki Wo Guse Mai Mujhe Bol Rhi Hai.
Main Kuch Bolta Itne Me Wo Sidhe Riya Mam Ke Paas Chali Gai Aur Usne Kuch Bolkar Sidhe Apne Ghar Chali Gai.
Us Din Mujhe Aesa Lga Ki Uske Sath Ye Sab Nhi Karna Chahiye Tha But Me Waha Mojud Bhi Nhi Tha Phir Bhi Mujhe Bura Lag Rha Tha.
Iske Baad Wo 2 Din Tak Dikhai Nhi Di Mujhe School Mai.
Maine Socha Usko Preshan Kiya Sabne Isliye Wo Is School Me Nhi Aayegi Ab.
Tisre Din Mujhe Lga Usse Mil Kar Mujhe Sorry Bolna Chaliye Usko Aur Sath Me Ye Bhi Bolna Chahiye Ki Tum Itni Si Baat Ke Liye Ye School Change Mat Karo.
Par Mujhe Nhi Pata Tha Ki Wo Kaha Rehti Hai. Kese Pata Lgta,
Tabhi Mujhe Yaad Aaya Usne Jane Se Pahle Riya Mam Se Kuch Kaha Tha Phir School Se Nikali Thi.
Main Usi Time Riya Mam Ke Paas Gaya Aur Pucha Ki Mam Wo Kal Ek Girl Aapko Bolkar Ghar Gai Thi Uska Ghar Kaha Hai.
Mam Ne Bola Konsi Girl?
Maine Bola Wo Blue Dress Mai Brown Eyes...
Ohh Ha Aarohi Ka Bol Rhe Ho Tum. Mam Ne Bola.
Mere Mind Mai Tab Ye Chal Rha Tha Ki Address Ka To Pata Nhi Bs Naam Pata Chala Whi Bahut Ho Gaya..
Ek Dum Se Mam Ne Phir Se Bola Tum Aarohi Ke Bare Me Puch Rhe.
Maine Bola Ha Whi.
Par Tume Kya Karna Hai.. Mam Ke Yeh Puchne Par Main Chup Ho Gaya.
Phir Maine Bola Use Sorry Bolna Tha. Wo Jab School Aai Thi Tab Sab Ne Milkar Use Preshan Kiya Tha.
Mam Ne Kaha Ohhh OK..
Aur Bola Mere Ghar Ke Paas Hi Naye Naye Rehne Aaye Hai. Maine Bola Thank You Mam Batane Ke Liye Aur Waha Se Jaa Hi Rha Tha Tabhi Mam Ne Rok Kar Bola,
Tume Yeh Pata Hai Ki Main Kaha Rehti Hu ?
Oops Ye To Mujhe Nhi Pata... Maine Bola.
Mam Haste Hui Boli Badi Jaldi Hai Sorry Bolne Ki.
Mam Bhi Na Mujhe Aesi Baat Me Fasha Rhi Thi Ki Main Kuch Bol Hi Nhi Paa Rha Tha.
Mam Ne Bola Main Jeevan Hospital Ke Paas Shastri Nagar Mai Rehti Hu Aur Waha C Block Me 19 Number House Me Aarohi Rehti Hai. Okay
Ritvik Ab Class Me Jaao.
Class Me Bethe Bethe Soch Rha Tha Ki Kb School Khatam Ho Aur Main Aarohi Ko Sorry Bolne Uske Ghar Jaau.
Jese Tese Time Nikla Aur School Khatm Hua.
Main Jaldi Se Sashtri Nagar Ke Liye Nikal Gaya, Par Mujhe Waha Aarohi Ka Ghar Kahi Nhi Mila.
Mujhe Waha Gaye Huye Half hour Ho Chuka Tha Main Ek Jagah Ruk Kar Soch Rha Tha Tabhi Mujhe Aarohi Ek Aurat Ke Sath Jate Huye Dikhi.
Tab Maine Socha Ki Usse Abhi Jake Baat Karta Hu Par Phir Dimaag Me Aaya Uske Sath Koi Aur Bhi Hai Agar Is Baar Kuch Problem Hui To Phir To Bol Diya Sry Maine .
Itne Me Wo Dono Ek Building Ke Andar Chale Gye.
Main Jaldi Se Unke Piche Gaya Aur Dekha Wo Lift Se Nikal Kar Ek Flat Me Chale Gaye.
Maine Socha Moka Gaya Hath Se Aur Sidiyo Par Beth Gaya.
Mujhe Kisi Bhi Tarah Se Usko Sorry Bolna Tha Par Kese....!
Yeh Sab Soch Hi Rha Tha Itne Me Piche Se Hath Lga Kar Bola Ohh Hello.....
Maine Dekha Piche Aur Mujhe Aarohi Dikhi.
Aarohi Ne Bola Tum Yaha Bhi Aa Gaye Mujhe Preshan Krne, School Me Itna Preshan Karke Man Nhi Bhara.
Maine Bola Aesa Nhi Hai Main Bas Tumse Sorry Bolne Aaya Hu Aur Ye Bhi Kehne Aaya Hu Ki Tum Humari School Kiu Chhod Rhi Ho.
Wo Boli Ek Mint Tumko Kisne Bola Ki Main School Nhi Aane Wali Hu.
Meri Health Thik Nhi Thi So Hum Hospital Gaye The.
Ab Thik Hu So Kal Se Aaugi School.
Vese Tume Mera Address Kisne Diya Aur Main Aau Ya Na Aau Usse Tumhe Kya.
Main Man Hi Man Khush Ho Rha Tha Ki Wo Nhi Ja Rhi School Se.
Ek Dum Se Aarohi Ne Bola Maine Kuch Bola ?
Maine Bola Kya...?
Kuch Nhi Tum Yaha Bas Sorry Bolne Aaye Ho.
Aur Ha Vese To Tum Bahut Se Students Ko Preshan Karte Honge To Is Baar Yeh Sorry Kese Bolne Ki Jrurat Padi ?
Maine Jawab Diya Aese Hi Bas Mujhe Lga Ki Tumhe Really Hurt Hua.
Yeh Sunte Hi Aarohi Ne Meri Taraf Dekha Aur Kaha It's Okay But Maafi Chahiye Toh Ek Kaam Krna Pdega Tumhe.
Maine Bola Kaho To Shi Kya Karna...
She Said Can We Friends ?
Ek Pal Ko To Dil Lag Rha Tha Bahr Hi Aa Gaya Ho.. Us Waqt Mujhe Bahut Khushi Hui Ki Mera Yaha Aana Kaam Aaya..
Itne Me Aawaj Aai,
Nhi Banna Chahte Ho Kya..
Maine Bola Of Course Kiu Nhi...
Itna Bol Kar Wo Mushkrate Huye Chali Gai Apne Ghar.
I Am Happy Jesa Mara Din Rha Aaj...
Main Us Raat Bas Yeh Hi Soch Rha Tha Ki Agli Bar Jab Wo Milegi Tab Kya Kahuga Usse Kya Baat Hogi.
Next Morning Main School Jake Sidhe Room Ke Aage Door Par Khada Hoke Bahr Ki Taraf Dekh Rha Tha Ki Aarohi Kab Aayegi, Thoda Sa Time Nikala Aur Mujhe Dur Se Uski Ek Jhalak Ne Aesa Pakad Rakha Ki Jab Tak Wo Class Mai Nhi Gayi Tab Tak Bas Use Hi Dekhta Rha,
Aur Wo Room Mai Jake Beth Gayi.
Uska Abhi Koi Friends Nhi Tha So Main Uske Paas Gaya Aur Use Good Morning Bola.
Usne Halki Si Simle Kar Reply Diya Aur Hum Baate Karne Lag Gaye.
Thode Hi Dino Mai Hum Ache Friend Ban Gaye The, Vese Mere Bahut Se Friend's The Par Yeh Un Sab Mai Sabse Alag Type Ki Thi ..
Ek Dum Shant, Kam Bolna Aur Jab Mai Akela Uske Paas Hota Tab Khul Kar Mujhse Baat Karna.
Hum Sath Mai Kaafi Time Bitane Lag Gaye The.
Kuch Time Baad Hum Dono Ko Lagne Laga Tha Ki Hum Friend's Se Bhi Badkar Hai But Ab Rhi Baat Topic Chhedne Ki To Hum Dono Ek Dusre Ka Wait Kar Rhe The.
Aur Isi Chkkar Mai Pure 2 Saal Nikal Gaye.
Itne Mai Hum Dono Bahut Close Ho Gaye The.
Matlb Ek Bhi Din Bina Mile Humara Nhi Jata Tha. Chahe Hum Raletion Mai Na Ho Par Raletion Kuch Aesa Hi Ban Gaya tha.
Ab Baat To Clear Hai Ki I Love Her.
Par Kese Kahu Usse Aur Main Bas Itna Nhi Chahta Hu Ki Sirf Ek Girlfriend Ke Tarah Use Accept Kru,
Main Uske Sath Apna Future Dekhna Chahta Tha.
Par Society Ko Ye Accpect Nhi Hoga I Know.
Isliye Maine Socha Agar Main Uska Sath Nibha Nhi Sakta To Badana Hi Nhi Chahiye Is Riste Ko.
Inhi Khayalo Mai Main Waqt Bitata Rha Aur Ek Din Aarohi Ne Mujhse Apne Dil Ki Baat Keh Di.
Aur Mere Mind Mai Wo Sab Khayal Aane Lage Ki Jo Possible Nhi Hai Use Possible Karne Ke Liye Bahut Se Hath Chhodne Padege.
Aur Yeh Galat Hai.
Aarohi Ki Baat Ka Jwab Mujhe Yeh Kehkar Dena Pada Ki Hum Ache Friend Hi Hai Isse Aage Kuch Nhi.
I Know Use Us Waqt Bahut Bura Laga Par Main Usse Baad Mai Tutate Nhi Dekhna Chahta Tha.
Bas Phir Mahol Kuch Aesa Hua Ki Aarohi Kam Baat Karne Lagi Aur Milna Bhi Kam Ho Gaya.
Mujhe Pata Tha Ki Yeh To Hone Wala Tha Par Jo Socha Nhi Wo Hua Tab Andar Se Takhlif Hui.
She Was In Relationship With Someone.
Bas Isliye Ki Mere Mana Karne Se Use Koi Farak Nhi Padta Chahiye Aur Yeh Main Dekh Saku Aur Afshos Karu.
Phir Kya Tha Mujhe Laga Mera Ab Rukna Shi Nhi Hai So Main Indore Chhod Dehli Chala Gaya Apne Mama Ke Paas. Aur Whi Settle Ho Gaya.
" Aesa Kuch Tha Safar Mera Us Zamane Mai.
Yeh Dairy Bahut Kuch Byaa Kar Deti Hai Rishto Ke Fashlo Ko.
Main Khona Nhi Chahta Tha Isliye Nhi Kaha Kuch Maine,
Aur Usne Kehkar Nhi Par Karke Kho Diya Mujhe.
Chalo Is Dairy Ko Aalweeda Kehte Hai.
Purane Eahshaso Ko Dafan Hi Rakhte Hai.
Vese Ab Shi Mayno Mai Titanic Ka Connection Samj Aata Hoga.
Jese Jack Khatm Hua Rose Ko Bachane Ke Liye,
Vese Ritvik Dur Hua Aarohi Ko Bachane Ke Liye.
Jese Bujhti Hui Yaado Ko Aag Chuye,
Vese Hi Tum Aur Main Ek Hokar Alag Huye.
:- I Am Your Titanic
- Mr.Dahiya719 ( Sawai Singh )
