1 CHAPTER 01

Others say, there is no eternal life and yes I believe in that because if there was eternal life no one would die. Life is short, if you want to do something, if you want someone, make a way for you to get him.

What am I thinking?

I am Natasha twenty years old, with no family, but I am lucky because I have a friend who takes care of me. Yes caring, because hypertrophic cardiomyopathy is the disease that weakens my heart.

The doctor said that I would only be able to overcome my pain if someone gave me a heart, I did not want to take their heart I would rather die. But even so it is still scary to be lost in the world. You do not know where you can go.

"Natasha, come on let's eat" Sabrina called me my friend I was referring to earlier.

"All right, let's go" and I got up from my bed.

While eating I was just staring at my friend, she seemed to notice so she looked at me. "or why are you looking at me like that" she asked while eating.

"I just thought, what if I lose Sab who will you be with?" she stopped and the sadness covered his face but he also removed it immediately.

"What are you, you will not be lost, we can find a heart for you" once holding my hand on the table.

"Eat that" and I just ate because I know when we talk about my illness Sab immediately feels sad.

After eating, Sab immediately left. I still wanted to help her but she said that I should rest, I was not crippled so it was okay for me to help her. I went into my room to rest, but I remembered that I had just finished eating and went to bed right away.

So I just made a cell phone while sitting on the porch, when I looked at my cell phone it was ten o'clock, I opened the messengers first. These are just roleplay accounts, I don't have a real account because I don't want to close my cellphone but someone messaged me.

Louis: You can overcome that, just trust the lord :)