6 Chapter 5 - One on one with my mom

After I talk to my father, I ask Shizuka if she know where my mother at the moment. According to her, my mom is in the library. So I went there to find her.

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At the library.

" Mom can I have a few moment of your time? I need to talk to you about some important matter." As I ask her, she look at me and with a warm smile in her face. She stand up and she told me to follow her. We go to my room, I believe she knew that this will be a long talk.

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In my room.

We both sat on the sofa in my mini theatre room where I can entertain my guest aka close friend like having girls knight our kind thing. Yes my room is like an apartment. I got a mini kitchen, a study room, a wardrobe and I must say it bigger that my whole room, my bed is king size which I can roll over and over and my favorite part of my room is the bathroom with big jacuzzi pool and etc.

" Sweetie, what's wrong?" my mom ask me.

" Mom can you listen to me first and later you can say your opinion?" you see my mom is kind of who always butt in when she want to say something but that's when she is only talking to us but outside of our home she shows proper etiquette.

" Ok sweetie, you can start now." Mom said with a nod of her head.

" Mom, I talk to dad a while a go about the school that I want to try out. I decided to give a chance on taking the entrance exam of the Emperial University for kindergarten. If I fail then I will let you look for my school. I want to go to school same with my brothers so that I can be at ease knowing I have someone I can trust in the school. I don't know on what the exam is all about so I ask dad to find me tutor. And dad agree on it and he told me that he will inform me when he got the tutor for me."

" I see, I will support you in your decision. I want to tell you that I believe that you can ace their exam." My mother told me with her warm smile as always.

" Mom, I am just little troubled. I feel so helpless. With the awesomeness of my brothers what if I can't uphold on both you and dad expectation on me. I don't want to disappoint you guys. I love you all and I want to be able to always surpass your expectations on me on whatever I do so that you will always be proud of me." I said to my mom. I want her to know about my doubt about myself.

My mom give me a hug and pat my back as she said to me. " Sweetie, no matter what choices you made, we will always support you and help you when you are in trouble. Sometimes things don't go as we plan, we need to be flexible on solving them. Never blame yourself from your short coming. No one is perfect that they never make a mistake. We will always be proud of you. Your dad and I only want you and your brothers to grew up with good education, good attitude and good heart but with strong mentality, and emotionally prepared when needed to make a heavy decision." She said and she continue. " You will never know if you can or can't unless you try. Follow what you believe in and just don't do drugs and don't get friends that are poison on yourself. And never ever judge others just by how they look like and what they say to you. You must always be vigilant on talking to others. Be humble always.But never let anyone bully you. You will need to learn how to use different methods in handling different situation." I was like 😳😮, is this really how you teach a 5 yrs old kid. But I guess my family is not normal. Luckily I have my 30 yrs old brain and can understand her.

" Thank you mom. I love you . You are the best." I told her.

" Time to sleep . Have a sweet and happy dreams my little princess and don't forget to pray" . She told me as she also give instructions to Shizuka who just appear from no where when you need her, I never bothered about it since I love anime back then. After that she leave my room after hugging me and kissing my both chick.

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