1 I will be a bad person

You are such a nice guy!" everyone who knows me says that. But believe me, it's not good at all. I am a coward from inside. I was all ways getting bullied in school. The made me errand for their cigarettes, and I was the one who sponcered them. My tiffin money was used to this. Pethetic life isn't? I can't even count the number of there beating me. I was so afared of them that I never told about them to my parents. But that didn't help me at all. Though I had a friend who was there always for me. "I have never seen such a bad boy before!" that's what everyone would say about him. Truly a bad boy. While I was kind of dead after studying, he was playing football in the school ground. Well, I was good at study though. One of the top students. While Samuel was our school's best sportsman. Totally different isn't? But we was still friends. He was my saviour after all. So basically one day I was bullied like all ways.

"You asshole! Where is your protection money?" One shouted.

I said,"I don't have any Moto-san. I all ready gave my entire pocket money yesterday."

"Is that so."

and they started to slap me on my face. Then the kicks and fists, Non stop continuously. That day I saw him for the first time.

"What are you assholes doing"? He asked very calmly. They stopped heating me. I with my half conscious, saw him. Our school's best sportsman Samuel Tylor. Named as Prince of deviants. He was the one who send Samir, the former delinquent to hospital with one punch. He changed school after that. Seeing him, the bullies just ran away from there. Samuel helped me to stand, "are you ok?" He asked to me. I replied, "yes, that happens to me like every day."

- Dude,what? They beat you like a pulp everyday?

- Y-yes.

- Why you don't do anything?

- ....I'm scared of them.

- that explains. Well, wanna be my friend?

- ..........sure....why not?

That's how we became friends. But that ended horribly. Yesterday, all the bullies cornered him.

- Brat! You scared us to death before. But today you are shaking like little balls of yours! You know how much pleasure full it is? As much as your pain.

They all started to beat him. I was going for some errands when I noticed it. One of the bullies noticed me too.

- If it's not our Aman the good top student! Hey buddy, come here.

Then they pulled me there. I saw a bloody face looking downside.

- Isn't he your friend buddy? Go save him!

Samuel looked at me. His eyes were full of tears. Like saying me to hep him. But my eyes were looking at the blood trails on his face. As all ways, I was affread. I closed my eyes while they were beating him. I was standing there, like a statue. Willing to save him, but unable. After some time, they beat him to a pulp. Then they left. I was standing there like a fool. Then Samuyel stood up. Slowly trying.

- L-l-let me help you!(me)

He pushed me away and stood up.

- No need. You should stay there like before.

I was unable to speak.I slowly saw him going towards infirmary. While I was standing there like a fool.

That night I thought," why everyone hates me and my friends? Are they jealous of us? Maybe......not us, but me. They were jealous of me. But Samuel? Why they beat him? Because he is my friend?...are we friends anymore? After what I did today, will he still be my friend?"

The answer was no. The next day, police found his dead body hanging in his house. The humiliation killed him. I was shocked. The strongest boy in the entire school hung himself? Why? Because of me. Yes, in his suicide note he said,"friends are ment to be your side, not standing looking pathetically to your face.'' It was for me. I killed him. Because I'm a good guy, can be bullied but can't stand against it, can't help my only friend when he was hurt, My friend killed him self. "Not any more. Maybe I can't fight them directly, but I still can stand beside my friend." I thought. Then I called the police and told them everything. They arested the bullies. But that wasn't the end. I did a good boy thing once again. Helped my friend. I was happy. Untill one day on my way to school, one of my bullies killed me. He stabbed me to death. I think,"why? Why is it happening to me now? I am a good boy. Shouldn't I be like having all good stuf?"

He gave me my answer.

- It's you that my friends are in jail! Die like a dog you son of a bitch!

"Yes, that's it. I jailed his friends he killed me. Then what should I do?.........You killed my friend I will wipe you out of existence." Then I filled cold. "Am I dieing? Yes maybe. But you are coming with me." Then I choked him. Untill I died. His body collapsed on me. At that time I thought," It's the end then? Well not so good though. If there is a reincarnation, I would like to be a bad guy in my next life. I will be bad as a demon lord."

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