12 Ayushi, Happiness Doesn't Last Forever

{ Walks Back To Home In Embarrassment.}

That was- That was embarrassing beyond words! I left her house right away and she kept on laughing on me

but still, what's happening? why I was not able to tell her gender?

Have I been downgraded to that level? aren't the main character supposed to get stronger with time?

well enough with jokes. this situation of mine is troub-

" Aha, when I think about it. there is more trouble waiting for me at the home. " ( Aoi, Talking To Himself On The Street)

My life was supposed to be peaceful!

{ *Sigh* this timeline of my existence was more interesting than anything. True God, you will take care of Adger for me, won't you? }

Home - Around 8 pm

When I arrived Home, Ayushi was waiting in the hall.

" Aoi-Sensei, I thought you were a good person but- to do such a thing " ( Ayushi )

So, She-She knows? How did she even learned about it! Don't panic me! Don't Panic!

"*Sigh* So, you learned the truth."

" Yes, I did" ( Ayushi )

She looks scary but I need to take responsibility! I cannot back down now. no matter how hard it is, I need to tell her truth and apologize properly

"*Sincerly Bow Down* I'm sorry that I got you pregnant But! you don't need to worry 'cause I will take full responsibility of it." (Aoi)

In the end, it was my fault. she got pregnant from my dark spiritual energy and those emotions that I have ( not talking about anything in a sexual way ) in a way, that child is my son. I will take responsibility.

" Pr...Prr....Pregnant????? What are you...even sensei! " ( Ayushi )

EH? What's with her reaction? she seems shocked, Did she not know about it already?

AH. She ran outside.

" Hey! where are you going Ayushi? " ( Aoi )

She brought a back a pregnancy test. results were positive. she indeed was pregnant

" Sense! Why did you do this to me? it is because there is no one behind me who can protect me? is that how weak I look in your eyes? or was it your lust? " -I knew it, he was a pervert I should've been careful. everyone took advantage of me. my relative was after my father's property and when they got it they tossed me aside and this person was after my body. ( Ayushi )

" no... I di.. " ( Aoi )

( Crack, Crack. )

Her tears, they are frozen (Like a rock) in mid-air as they fell on the floor as ice (Thus That Crack Sound)

"huh? Ice Cubes! " ( Ayushi )

Damn it! I need to explain to her everything properly.

And In Order to get her attention, I, Grabbed her shoulders and said

" Listen to me and listen carefully Ayushi, I did absolutely nothing to defile your body. you are pure as you were. you are bearing a child of a god. I am not a human! for good or worse, my spiritual energy chooses you for mine--. anyway, that ice is proof that you are bearing the child of a god " -it happened before I was officially fallen god so, that child is in a way, he/she the is the son of 1st Rank God, Aoi Kichiro

I don't know what I should do in this kind of situation, so what I am trying to do is comfort her. though I don't know how it's gonna work, I don't know how it sounds when these words of comfort are coming from someone who caused this in first all. are these words even comforting her?

she cried herself until she lost consciousness because of fatigue, she has gone through a lot in the last few days. I should've been careful

And By Fatigue, I mean she is Pregnant with the son of a god and that Fetus require a lot of spiritual energy to sustain its life and to grow and Fetus uses a vessel to obtain that spiritual energy, In this case, that vessel is Ayushi, The Mother. Mother has always been the kind soul who sacrifices her own life in order-- Well

I wonder how I am so good in, keep rising my mistake bar. by the way, if she didn't know about her pregnancy then why she was mad?

-Master, did you forgot that you locked her inside the house.

- Eh? but that was for her own safety.

-ummm I wonder if that was the case. *Doubtful*

*silence*, I carried Ayushi in the bedroom, To her room! ( On The 2nd Floor )

" She sure is- beautiful. Be at ease, Nothing gonna happen to you as long I am here. " ( Aoi )

I will protect her and my son.

{ Back To 1st Floor }

" Now, About the thing. Maybe I should go and test it " -Before someone else decides to make me run for my own life. ( Aoi )

Since I don't know about my own strength after I lost my position as a god

I went to check on my strength. it is a huge problem when you are not aware of your own strength.

- Teleporting--

{ North Pole -The Place Where Last Battle Took Place }

It took me an hour to test my strength and all

I guess i can still use teleportation magic. well, that's given since I went back to Takayama with teleportation but the problem is, that's all I can do with magic even though I am trying to use other magic like instant movements, time + dimension related magic, element magic, pure magic, none of them is working, all I can use is teleportation magic

" Ehehehe, I've become strongest to weakest. Ehehe " (Aoi - Strange laugh? )

-Master, you are creeping me out.

" Shut up, Diana. I am not laughing but crying right now. I don't care if I lose all of my magic but Time Dimension, why did I lose my ability -time dimension? it was one of favorite and symbol of my existence!" ( Aoi )

Time Dimension is the symbol of the holder's existence and one of the strongest magic that exist in the illusion

" I lost my will to carry on.... please kill me now, I am like a dragon without fire breath, wings, shells, large teeth, cat-like eyes, there is no one who could describe that being as a dragon anymore. I am empty. a glass with holes in the bottom, a lake without water, a sky without stars and moon " -My Cheat Magic is gone!

Right now, I am in depth of hell.

( Time Dimension was totally cheat magic, the main character without cheat magic. it was my symbolic main character's magic. proof that I am the main character !! -that's the feeling master got right now inside deep down in his heart )

By the way, I forgot to mention, Since The System is no longer able to protect me and draw out my strength. I have to do it by myself. The only downside of it is now my output of magic/strength is normal.

( System usually amplify output by 10x but now it is normal output)

" We are going back. It has already been a few hours. " ( Still crying ) -i tested my strength.

My strength is, Right now I am might be lowest spiritual existence there is, even lower to a guardian. How pathetic, Maybe, That is why I ran when that Reo chased me with his bat? my survival instinct must've kicked in at that time

{ i was over exaggerating. I should've known better than I was fading away. my existence does not matter to anyone anymore or maybe I did knew but kept myself away from the truth. }

{ Back to home - At 1 AM }

" That was tiring. mentally. I should just go to bed. " -I might have to deal with Reo again and who knows what next day has stored for me. the life of a human is full of surprises

" Ayushi, she should be resting so, her physical fatigue should be gone but Hmm, I should check on her just in case. " (Aoi )

I went to check on Ayushi since I was worried about her mental fatigue but she was not in her room

her bed was empty-- she was gone

---------She doesn't have anywhere to go. She does not have a home so Why she would leave?

What is this feeling--

- Aree ? she is not here.. did she ran away? ( Diana )

" Diana, tell me her location"

Am I Angry?

-Master, you know I cannot interfere with human's affairs. if she intends to leave, I cannot do anything to stop her

I know the rules and it's True, you cannot do anything to stop her. it is also forbidden to have any sort of relationship with humans, in order to protect the honor of gods with their standing above everyone.

BUT !!!

" Diana, did you not hear me? I said tell me her exact location. I am not a god anymore thus those rules do not apply to me and you are not the system. you were granted to me by true god as a reward. your name is Diana, one of my own"

-*surge* As you wish my dear Master.

System - Searching for Individual Human, Ayushi- Found

System - Teleporting - 3,2,1 -

In mere seconds I was in this black alley. It was dark.

{ At That Day, I realized something- There was this certain person who said - Humans are without a doubt nothing but filth. a mistake made by gods }

I fought for these so-called creatures humans. I lost my title, my position in order to protect them.

AND THIS IS HOW YOU RETURN THAT FAVOR OF MINE, FILTHY EXISTENCE

I even went so far as oppose True God

These two humans who are from my own class- they are standing beside Ayushi.

" Aoi-Sensei?! What are you doing here? " ( One of Boy who was standing beside Ayushi's body )

What I should I do with them n- no the question is how I should erase their existence in the most brutal way so even their souls would think twice before....doing something like this again to a women

" Master, May i proceed ? " (Diana, Using a voice that can be heard by anyone )

" Go ahead, DO NOT LEAVE A SINGLE PROOF OF THEIR EXISTENCE BEHIND- Kill everyone single human who related to these two boys or has any sort of blood relation to them "

I don't want anyone in any of the worlds who have blood on their hands of my unborn child or his mother

" Sensei- this is misunderstanding we did nothing- please don't call the police " ( One of Those Boys )

Police?

A few Hours Later- Aoi's Home, - Ayushi's Bedroom -2nd Floor