4 I'm Not Alone

What's the point in living if I have too live this way. I rather kill myself then become one of them. So I left my room and headed towards the living room to find my necklace. Once I found it I grabbed it by the chain and went outside to sit by where I buried my family. I decided I was going to kill myself. I didn't have any reason to live. Afterall, my family is gone and I already kill the bastard that took our lives. I also didn't want to hurt or kill anyone. So it would be better this way. At least there would be one less Demon roaming this Earth.

I looked up to see the sun about to rise. How time flew by. For some reason I couldn't help but think this was the most beautiful sunrise I have ever seen. Without hesitation I grabbed the necklace by the cross, closed my eyes and strike towards my heart. I waited for the pain but after a while it never came. I slowly opened my eyes too see that the cross didn't even peirce my skin. I opened my hand as the cross laid on my palm and realized my hand wasn't even burning from holding it. I was shocked and confused as thoughts ran through my mind. Why am I not burning? Aren't I a demon? Is it a delay reaction? Am I already dead and this is my hell? Then I heard his voice.

"Live!" The voice was filled with so much love and warmth. I looked around to see if there was any one there but I was alone. For some reason this voice sounded familiar. Then I remembered this was the same voice I heard before I took my last breath. I looked towards the sky wondering/ hoping if it his voice I ask, "God?"

"Live on Diamond." Tears rained down my face. He continued, "You are my Angel. You are not alone. Always remember I'll be with you always." I cried my heart out. All my sadness and pain. I cried in joy as he didn't abandoned me. He even blessed me as his Angel not a demon.

Once I settled down I wiped away all my tears and put on my necklace. Since, he said to live then I will live. I went back inside into my room and grabbed my dark blue gym bag and started packing some clothes, a couple of water bottles and went to my dresser to get my Bible and place it in my bag. Then I found a picture of me and my family smiling happily so I gently placed it in a pocket in the bag so it wouldn't get damaged.

I looked around the house one last time as I will not return here. With my bag I walked back outside for one last. I don't know how I knew but it was like I done it a hundred times as I stretched out my hand and a blackish blue flame appeared in front of my hand. I flung the flame at the house and watch the house be consume by the flame. It didn't take long as I watched my home become a pile of ashes. Although I do regret letting the demon burn with my house but at least he body is in ashes and there is no way for him to come back.

I turned to my family grave and said, "Please watch over me. I love you." I walked away from the place a called home. I don't know where I am going but I do know one thing, I am not alone.