I a normal man became obsessed with energy manipulation

I'm normal... But something happened a terrible tragic event that made me hate something a thing that no one should ?????? This is a story of a man's path to the peak of his universe. starting from modern earth. no system no innate talent not even money... Modern earth 2022: 18 year old lost something that triggered the fuse to his legendary life. This story will be set on our earth with very little changes. The mc named Alex king will have an obsession with strength any and all information he knows will be used in order to ateain it This story will have a slow start as it should be...chapter 5 and up he will be experimenting with energy and building his own cultivation in a way.