1 a hard life to live

I've meet a lot of people..

they're so happy..walking, laughing.. holding hands with their love ones..

while me .?sitting in a bench..watching them with what their doing..I don't even know why I'm here.by the way I'm at a park..I'm still sitting ..wondering .,why they're language's are foreign.?ah.they're Chinese and some are american .."why I'm here?"

"ahhh..I remember now" ..

I'm at my moms country in cebu..my name is Cindy Nantes..I'm so poor that I don't want to live in this world any more ..I'm trying to find a decent job but because I am under graduate of highschool life is so hard I can't enter in that job.

..suddenly my phone is ringing non stop. so I picked it up..(eh phone is bad by the way it was a key pad cherry mobile haha)

..I'm still trying to earn money so I can buy a new one that easy to touch, what is it called ahh..touch screen..

"hello?" I answered the phone and ask.

"hello may I speak to miss Cindy Nantes..?"

"its me speaking..why are you calling me miss..sorry but I still have a work to do right now..so can u pls make it quick u can start now.." I answered her in a hurry coz my boss is coming to my way..

" ahm miss Cindy I'm calling u because we are in a hospital right now.. your mother ..."

while she's saying this , my tears is slowly dropping.. I couldn't hear what she's saying any more I don't know what to do.my body felt weak.. as if my body carrying a lot of meat ..(well I'm a meat butcher..of cheap resto)

boss:Cindy !are u listening to me?!

where is ur brain again this time!?

as I'm back to reality...I hurriedly retorted to my boss..

"ahm ..!boss I'll go out first theres emergency"he's still talking and whining about my work and I suddenly go out of the wooden small door to the counter ..I'm panting.. tears are dripping..my boss is shouting like a mad wolf. bits of news still lingering in my mind about my mom who is comatose because of a bus accident to take my money (salary) at the bank as you know we are so far in a city so we need to ride a bus .

"come back here u idiot..!oh my GOD!!!Cindy !!

I was running to cross to the other side of the road to go to my apartment to take my things .

I didn't know what happen to me that my whole body stops at the center of the road where vehicles are crossing, I heard my boss calling at me to stop but I can't move my body until the next second there is a car running to my way in a zigzag manner maybe because of overtake or brake damage that the car happens to be like that while beeping

" Beep!!beep!!"

I can hear it i want to move my body but I was like in a nightmare that my whole can't move until "BANG!!"

I was blown away by the impact of the hit

"it hurts!" I saw many people around me shouting for help

I can't hear anymore I slowly opened my eyes to see the world for the last time I saw the sky and clouds they are so beautiful.

my eyes slowly clossing and there was a blood dripping through my eyes from my head .

'is this my end?will I really die?what will happen to mama? maybe she will be fine. right,the god took away my life to replace to her right?oh I rember I still have many sisters to take care of her .

I guess it will be my dead end.hehe.its really hard to live a.life with full of worries' I have many questions in my head until my body can't take it anymore and I was slowly out of consciousness.

"Bark!Bark!"

I slowly open my eyes only to see a golden retriever by my side while I'm holding its lace

I was confused and shock

"!!!"

"why am I here? I was dead right?"

I turned my head a few times and saw many foreigns at this place and most are Chinese. it's weird I don't know how to speak Mandarin but I understand them .