I'm Samantha

Will I take the easy path? Run away? What should I do? I have a lot of questions in my head, I don't know what to do. ... I'm feeling anxious right now, my heart beat is way too fast that I couldn't breathe correctly and I might collapse any minute now. *collapsed* I woke up wearing a hospital gown beside an oxygen tank. I still couldn't breath and it feels like I was dying. The only thing I know now is its very painful. The last thing I remembered was the moment he said "I will always love you Samantha" with a smile on his face. .... I always wonder why people love someone, but guess what I think I now know. The moment when he said "I will always love you Samantha" with a smile on his face and his eyes that seemed to glow that is beeming with happiness like there's no tomorrow. I smiled with tears in my eyes having to see him so happy for the first time. I smiled sincerely.