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I didnt know how to describe my feelings and I still cant. If I could I would want to forget everything that happened. Most people call it " depression " and they say I always make people feel bad about themselves. But is it me?..... Or is it really them?......

Luke:

Hey Thomas os everything alright at home?

As I sat in front of Luke I dazed off and finally came to my dances when he snapped his fingers in my face a couple of times.

Me:

What? What did you say? I wasn't paying attention.

Luke:

Thomas, you've been dazing off more and more. Whats going on? Is something happening at home again?

I sat there and looked at Luke. What was I suppose to say I can't say nothing is wrong because Luke knows when I'm lying and once I start talking in the end there will be tears. I guess I'll have to tell him eventually right?

Me:

Well..........

I couldn't help but stare at him, his little puppy dog eyes we're to much for me to handle.

Me: if you really want me to tell you let's go somewhere else. I'll feel to weird to say anything in this coffee shop. How about we go to the park instead?

Luke:

*sigh* Fine I guess so. I would feel the same way if I we're in this situation.

Chapter One : End