I'm Invincible Now?

Sorry. Looks like I've overestimated myself. I didn't plot things out and just went with it. So naturally, the power system collapsed half way. The direction of the story became chaotic and confusing. The storyline became flat. MC's goals, character, and actions lost definition. I had difficulties continuing, and I started to question myself: What the heck am I writing? What am I trying to achieve through writing? Is this really the story I want to present? The answer is no. And then I realized that I am here to provide entertainment. Anyways, that's all excuses. Can't cover the fact that I messed up and let you guys down. I am sorry. But I'm not giving up! Currently reading lots of guides, watching videos that teach teaching skills, got a part-time job, and starting to put my time into a detailed outline. If I have a super detailed outline, the story won't collapse right? Will be back in sometime. Making a legit outline actually takes a long time. So maybe Jan 2021? Until then.