40 Chapter 40

I called Demi but no answer she was still sleeping. I didn't know what to do. So, I called a cab once it had arrived it was 5:50. There was no way I could make it. I called and texted Adam but no answer. "Once I arrive at the airport it was a quarter past six and Adam was nowhere in sight the. I was too late. Now I can never say goodbye to him. I dropped to my knees and started crying. How could I be so stupid. I stood up and went to the exit I was about to call for another cab.

"You're late idiot." I heard Adams voice from behind me. I quickly stood up and saw Dark before me. I quickly hugged him while crying. "I'm so sorry. Wait what happened to your flight?" I asked. "I'm taking my private jet I knew you would be late, so I couldn't leave without seeing you one last time." He said before kissing me. It was the longest kiss and hug I ever gave him. I didn't want to let go. "Dark time to go buddy." Ryan said waving at me.

"I have to go now." He said as he whipped my tears away. "I love you Honey." He said with it ringing in my ear. I was so happy to hear him finally say he loved me. It was the first time Adam had ever said those words to me. I watched him walk away and wave at me. My heart felt so heavy and ached so much. Yet so full of happiness. Goodbye Adam I love you and I will see you again. I said to my self. This was not the end but the beginning of our future because when we see each other again we will be older.

One month later.

"Why don't you just go see a doctor." Demi said. "No, I'm fine nothing's wrong probably some food poisoning." I answered. Truth is lately I have been getting sick and couldn't keep food down I puke out everything I eat and no energy for anything. "No way we are going to see the doctor lets go." Demi grabbed my hand, but I refused. "Demi I'm fine I hate hospitals." I said sitting on my bed. That's when My mother walked though my room door with a small white paper bag. She opened it and tossed me a pregnancy test. Demi and I both looked at each other in shock. "I'm not stupid to not notice my teenage daughter is sexually active. So, go pee on it." She said. "Mom you're crazy I'm not pregnant." I defended. She must be out of her mind. I've only had sex once in my life how could I be pregnant specially with a fifteen your old. There's no way. "When was your last period?" She asked. That's when I was lost. I don't remember the last time I had my period. "Go check Honey." Demi said looking pale.

I rushed to the wash room and peed on the stick just like instructed. I came out and gave the stick to my mom to read since I had no idea what I was looking at. "One line means negative, you're not pregnant two means positive meaning your pregnant." She looked at it and smiled. As she handed it back to me. I immediately dropped the stick and backed away. Demi picked it up and started shouting. "Oh my god two lines Honey you're pregnant!" I was so shocked I couldn't speak. I didn't know what hurt more the fact I haven't heard from Adam in over a month and he changed his number or that fact im having his baby. "I need to be alone please." I said to my mother and Demi. They understood as Demi walked out. "Who's the father?" My mother Asked. I didn't respond I just hid under my blanket. " Is it Adam?" She asked, and I couldn't say a word. "Does he know?" She asked. "Take my advice and tell him I wouldn't want you to abort the baby what ever you decide I'm with you." My mother said putting my heart at ease. but I was more stressed than ever. What can I do as I pregnant teenager? How would I go to school? I can't even tell Adam since I have no way of reaching him. My life sucks.

8 months later.

I was scared my stomach was huge I was ready to pop any minutes. I haven't been to school in over five months. Rumors had gone around that I'm a pregnant whore that im having a bastard baby. And no one talked to me except Demi. Paparazzi had forgotten About me and it was hard for me to see Adams music videos, songs on the radio, and endorsement commercials. What's worse was I the photos I shot with him just came out after all these months and no one knew it was me on the cover.

He had completely forgotten about me and moved on. There was even rumors he's dating this famous Australian actress. Heart broken and pregnant. Can my life get anymore fucked? I decided to grab a drink of water when I felt warm liquid between my legs. Great now I can't even hold in my pee how pathetic. "Honey your water broke!" Demi screamed. "Oh my god, mom!" I screamed. My mother came rushing into my room panicking. She was running back and forth. "Oh, Jesus what should we do?" She said. "Calmed down mom grab the baby bag and let's go." I said to her. It's strange that I'm not in any pain. I thought I would be in agony. But this was surprising easy. I've been reading and watching birthing stories just to know what to expect but it just made me scared. Guess I was afraid for nothing

We arrived at the hospital my mom and Demi with me every step of the way. As soon as I got in to the hospital, I was struck with a huge amount of pain I couldn't describe. The contractions hit me so suddenly I couldn't breathe. The Doctor led me to a room and laid me down. "Oh, wow you're ready to go nine centimeters dilated." The doctor said. What does that mean I don't understand a word he said? All I could do was cry It hurt so bad. I was given epidural and before I knew it, I was inhaling, exhaling and pushing. My mother held my hand guiding me and shouting "push Honey push."

Tuesday 10:00 pm my son was born.

"congratulations it's a boy." The doctor said. I felt shivers and happiness as soon as I heard his beautiful cry. I was now a mother of a beautiful healthy baby boy. As soon as he was placed in my arms, I felt unconditional love. When my son opened his eyes, I felt like crying when I laid eyes on a pair of baby blue eyes. His hair was thick and dark. Just like his fathers. I couldn't control my emotions. "What do you want to name him?" My mother asked. I paused for a moment wondering what I should name him. Then "Adam Jr." I automatically said. She smiled at me and kissed the baby on the forehead.

I got home a couple of nights later and just laid in bed with Junior. He was perfect in very way and couldn't believe he was mine. I just wish Adam could meet his son. But I guess its time for me to let Adam go and move on with my life the same way he moved on and forgot about me. Months had gone by and I can't remember the last time I had a good night's sleep. Having a baby is no joke Junior. cried and cried all the time. If my mother wasn't around, I would have gone crazy from exhaustion. After feeding junior one night I sat down to take a break after putting him to bed. I switched on the tv and the first thing I see is Dark scorpion he is promoting his new clothing line. I gritted my teeth and changed the channel and there he was on another channel playing another one of his songs. I rolled my eyes and turned the tv off. Everywhere I looked it was all about Dark Scorpion. Forgetting him was almost impossible.

4 years later

Junior was now four years old and every step he took was just like his fathers. He was a trouble maker and extremely smart. It's as if I gave birth to a genius. He was already talking clearly and using big words at his age. What scared me more was as days went by each day he would look more and more like Adam. It hurt to look at him. His dark hair bright blue eyes and even smiled just like him with same dimples. Demi and my mother even noticed how much he looked like Adam. But it was hard to raise him I had to take up two jobs and kiss school goodbye. I hated how hard my life had become but so grateful junior was a part of my life. One night I got out the shower. And sat with junior and we watched some cartoons together. That's when my phone rang. It said unknown caller ID. Who could it be. "Hello?" I answered. It was silent. "Hello?" I said. Still nothing just as I was about to hang up some one spoke up with a deep manly voice. But the tone was that of someone I could never forget.

"Missed me?"

I dropped the phone and quickly hung up. How could I speak to him after not hearing from him in over four years? I started to cry out of the blue. "Mommy what's wrong?" Junior asked. "Nothing honey it's just a sad movie." I lied. "But it's not a sad movie mom." He replied. He was right we where in the middle of watching Barney. My phone rang again. I didn't have the courage to answer but for some reason I did. "I know you don't want to talk to me and I don't blame you but please just listen to me... The reason I couldn't call you or even message you was it hurt too much. I couldn't focus on work all I did was think about you. To the point I was given the choice to quit music and go back or focus. I know that's not an excuse to forgive me. But believe me I thought of nothing but you." He explained but I was out of words what can I say. "Honey say something please." He said with shaken words. "You expect me to forgive you just like that? Do you have any idea what I've been through this entire time?" I said with poison words. I was so mad at him I didn't know how to react. "I know but-" "but what come back to me and everything will go back to the way things where?" I cut him short. "Nothing will be the same Adam nothing, everything is different I've been through hell."

"Come to the airport tomorrow." He said suddenly makings me chock on my words. "I'm coming back can you meet me at the airport?" "Goodbye Adam." I said before hanging up. I was hyperventilating. And beyond confused. four damn years and not a word suddenly, he calls out of no where not knowing what he put me through. I can't deal with this kind of stress I've been through too much.

"Mommy I'm tired." Junior said rubbing his eyes. "Alright let's go to bed." I said as we laid on my bed. But I was thinking of Adam and how my heart was racing. Was I too harsh on him? Was everything he said true or does he know I'm a big softy and would forgive him right away. I finally managed to sleep and was woken up by junior. He blasted the tv with cartoons. I looked at the time and it was just around the time Adam would be at the airport. I didn't want to go see him but something in my heart was telling me to go I needed closure. I looked at junior and realized he deserves to at least know who his father is. "Junior baby want to go see your father?" I asked him "My father? Sure." He said so calmly. Reminded me of Adams attitude and reaction to things. "Ok go and wash up." We drove in silence. Junior stared out the window and I was sweating bullets. I was so nervous I didn't even know what to do. What can I say to him after all these years. The closer we got the faster my heart pounded. We arrived at the airport there was no going back we were here. As soon as we stepped foot in the airport there where screaming people pictures snapping and people running around. I knew right away Adam was here. I didn't want to go any further. "What's going on mommy?" Junior asked. "I don't know Hun." I said as we walked towards the crowd. I couldn't see a thing there was too many screaming people. So, I guess we should just leave then. I grabbed juniors' hand and we walked away but Someone grabbed me from the back hugging me. I froze in place listening to everyone chatter around and snap pictures. I was too scared to turn around. "I can always spot you in a crowed." Adam said with his deep voice. I guess puppetry kicked in his voice was so much deeper. Once I turned around, I looked up at him. He was so tall he towered over me. This was crazy in four years he became so tall. And more handsome then ever. He grew his hair out to his neck and it was messy. I couldn't believe how much he changed. One thing that stayed the same was his adorable smile and His eyes bluer then ever.

"I've missed you Honey." He smiled at me. The crowed grew louder and everyone took out their phones snapping pictures. That's when I felt a tug at my pants. I looked down and junior was looking at me confused and scared. "Mommy?" He said with a confused look. Adam stared at junior as if he had three heads. "Mommy?" Adam repeated. "Adam I would like you to meet Adam Junior....our son" I said, and Adam looked at me wide eyed. "what?" he said about to ask more questions. "Sir paparazzi is about to arrive." A man said wearing black suits. "This way sir." They led us towards a limo waiting out front of the doors the crowed followed. I was having a hard time keeping up with them while looking after junior that's when Adam suddenly lifted junior and took my hand we got in the limbo and Adam couldn't stop looking at junior. Junior stared back at him. It was so awkward. "Are you my daddy?" Junior asked him. Adam was stunned and couldn't speak. "Junior sweetie let's talk about that later." I said giving Adam time to breath. "How is this possible we only did it once?" Adam was looking pale. "I guess it's the miracle of god." I answered.

I had no idea where he was taking us. But I didn't want to ask him. He was still in a state of shock and just kept looking at Junior the whole time." He looks so much like me." He murmured to himself. I giggled at how surprised he was. Once We had arrived, I looked and noticed a massive villa on the hillside. I figured this must be his new house how many placed did he own? Since he's all grown up, he must live alone now.it was so big I've never seen a house like this in town. "This is our new home." Adam had said staring at me. "What?" I asked. "I bought this house four years ago and promised once I returned, we would live together." He continued. I was so happy beyond words. "Junior was it?" Adam said lifting him up in his arms. "Yes, I am your daddy...and I promise to be the best there is." He said kissing junior's forehead. I smiled at how cute they looked it with each other.

I gave my mom a called telling her everything. She was not happy one bit. "he doesn't even call or a simple email. write a damn letter for god's sake. And he wants everything to be history Honey what's wrong with you?" she scolded for hours over the phone Adam knew she wasn't happy so kept away leaving me to explain things. "mom I can't let junior grow up without a father please let me do this I know he doesn't deserve an easy pass but mom he's serious he had no choice." I cried. "you are an adult do whatever you want but I don't like this." She said before hanging up. she was right but I'm crazy about this guy. After we settle in, I stop looking around the new house. this villa was better than the other house he took me to in the woods. Adam and Junior played outside I admired how he played with him wrestling around the floor with him. Junior looked so happy. I ran around the house for hours. It was so beautiful I can't believe this is my house. Wait until my mom and Demi see it, they will go crazy. Everything even the furniture looked so expensive Adam and Junior came in the house Adam had junior in his arms. "I have something to ask mommy do you think she will say yes?" Junior nodded his head. "Can you help me ask her?" Adam said handing junior a small black box. "Now when I wink at you open the box and hand it to mommy ok?" He said rubbing junior's head. "Ok." Junior said enthusiastically. Adam walked towards me. As my heart skipped a beat. He stood before me glaring at me. He knelt on one knee and winked at junior. right there junior opened the box. There was a huge diamond ring the size of my fist. Sitting in the box. "Honey will you be my Mrs. Hayes." He asked I covered my mouth and broke down. I couldn't speak so I nodded. Adam lifted me up kissing me. Then had a family group hug. This was all a dream it had to be. Adam was back and proposing to me. I know I'm always crying but I can't help it. I'm happy these are tears of joy. I'm finally happy. All I ever wanted was to be with Adam and my dreams are finally a reality. And my happily ever after is finally here.

Or so I thought…