5 The Flirting Starts

I go inside and go unpack in one of the rooms that no one is in. I hate thinking about my family. It hurts knowing I could be with them but they didn't want me. I don't know why they don't want me but for now I'll put it in the pass. I thought I was over it I guess not.

I hate it when I cry in front of people. I am one of those people that think if you cry, your weak. I hate that about me. I am probably one of the weakest kid here. But I'll just get use to that. I start to unpack so I am think about the group home again and everything I miss about it.

Don't get me wrong I like it here. It's a beautiful place and so much room that I could fit everyone I know in it. I am going to miss the group home and my school. Summer is pretty much over so school is about to start. I don't want to start over again. I don't want to make new friends. There is on point because I'll move in 4 months or so and there is no point.

~30 minutes later~

I get done unpacking, and I start to sit down when I realized I wasn't alone. I turned around because the bed is on the opposite side of the door. I turn around and see Mason standing at the door. I jumped at 10 Feet in the air because it scared the living shit out of me because I wasn't expecting it even though I should of. He starts laughing at me and I say, "How long have you been there."

"Since you started unpacking"

"So you been three the whole 30 minutes and I didn't even notice you"

"Yeah I pretty quite when I want to be"

"So why have you been standing there that long??"

"Because I wanted to make sure your okay and I can't not take my eyes off of you"

"Awww how sweet of but honestly that was a once in a lifetime thing. Never ever going to happen again okay??".

"Okay whatever you say boss can I come in and watch T.V with you."

"Ummm... the T.V isn't even on"

"So then what are you planning on doing??"

I am trying to make an excuse so I can be alone because I can't let anything happen and he is cute and so charming it's literally killing me. So I can't think of anything so I say, "Just going to read"

"Or you can talk to me or/and watch T.V with me"

"I'm really tried(even though I'm not but trying to lie my way out)"

"Your not trying to get out of this are you?"

Fuck I'm caught so I say, "Yes but only..." before I can say anything else we are face to face and I am backed up against the bed. I don't even know how because it all happen so quietly. I push him away and say, "I can't do this"

"But your so perfect, your like the one I been waiting for."

"Waiting on for what??"

"Waiting on for like the one"

"Okay woah buddy calm down, like your being to much" I say this with a shocked tone of voice.

"Fine I won't saying anything else like that if you just let me kiss you once. I know you feel it to."

"You don't understand what could happen to me if anything happens between us."

"Yes I do but that doesn't matter to me please just once"

He moves closer again. I can feel his breath. I feel my heart racing so fast like it is going to explode out of my chest. I say, "Please don't start this. I can't do this I need to be here for a good minute so I don't get looked at as a trouble maker."

"But your so beautiful I can't take me eyes off of you. Your like a goddess."

"Okay please stop your making me want to because your so damn cute and so charming it so hard not to but I really really can't."

He doesn't respond. All he does is look into my eyes and I look back into his. We stay like for a good two or three minute. One arm around my waist, the other on my face. We have so much chemistry. I feel all tingly inside. I can't take it anymore. I stop fighting it and kiss him.

We kiss for a few minutes and then we stop and we both are breathing really hard. He leans in for another kiss but I don't let him. I look at him and say, "We... can't... kiss... anymore"

"Why?"

"Because... that... was... to amazing I can't let it go any further then that.

"Fine but can I at least hold you."

"But we aren't dating and what if someone like your mom sees us??"

"I'll tell her you having sad thoughts."

"Fine but no anything just hugging and we are only friends and foster brother and sister got it??"

"Yes miss bossy pants."

We start to hug and he is warm. I didn't realize I was cold until now. I also love how he smells. He smells really good. I actually kinda like this. We stand there for a good 5 minutes and then we hear someone coming so we split apart he moves further away. We start laugh to make it seem like nothing romantic is going on.

His mom comes in and says, "Lights out guys."

We wave bye and say goodnight at the same time. She goes into every room and says lights out. I shut my door change into night clothes. Open it just barely and climb into bed. I snuggle up with my teddy bear. I shut my eyes and try to fall asleep. When suddenly my door opens. I am turned away from my door so turned over to see him right there in my face.

I say all shocked but quite, "What the hell are you doing??"

He smiles that fucking smile and says, "I can't stand not being with you can I cuddle with you??"

"Are you fucking insane?? What about your mom??" I am kinda starting to get annoyed with him.

"Listen it's been awhile since I meet a girl like you. Do you believe in love at first sight??"

"Yes but you can not be in love with me."

"I think I am so please??"

"Fine but only because I can't sleep and you won't shut the hell up"

He climbs in the bed he wraps his arms around and he smells so God damn good. I didn't realize it but he is shirtless. I can feel his abs. They feel so amazing, I never felt abs before now. He just pulls me closer doesn't even stop from feeling them. I finally stop and put one arm around his stomach area and the other around his neck. I feel him pull me closer like we aren't close enough.

I feel much eyelids getting heavy and heavyer until I finally go into a deep sleep.