4 I Didn't Senses The Danger Ahead

I tried to fight the smile because I can't let anything happen. I try so hard not to smile. I looked down hopeing that it would help. I try so ever hard not to but then I look up and see him still smiling that freaking smile. So I couldn't fight anymore and smile.

He sits down next to me and says, "No need to worry no one is around."

"Yes I know but nothing can happen between us. You have no idea what will happen if anything happens here."

"I actually do. Your not the only girl my parents have fostered, but you however are the most beautiful one out of them all." He still has that freaking smile on that will drive every girl insane.

Damn he is smooth even though I am thinking this I say, "You think I'm that dumb one you can just say this to and have me fall right into your arms, because if you do I suggest you rethink"

He laughs and says, "Damn okay I will give you that but I'm not trying to do that. You are actually the most beautiful one out of them."

"Yea yea whatever don't think I'm that easy okay. I know guys. I date one to many of your kind that I know okay?"

"Okay but I'm not like that but believe what you wanna believe. I'm just out here trying to get to know the most beautiful girl I have ever seen."

"Okay bro come on now every guys says that. The least you can do is to respect me enough not to use the same old pick up lines that's been around for ages."

"I'm not using it to try and hook you in I am serious. Even if you don't believe me."

"Okay I don't believe you. Also I'm don't think I'm beautiful so no matter what I won't believe you."

"Girl come on you are so beautiful. Okay don't let anyone tell you different not even your ownslef okay?"

"Okay we'll see."

"Okay I guess we will, but in the mean time do you want to play like 21 question where you have to explain our answers?"

"Okay I guess I will play but your going first."

"Okay so I know this is like really personal but what happened to your parents?"

"I don't really like talking about it but I guess I will tell you since your the only one listen." I close my eyes, take a deep breath and say, "My parents died in car accident. I was one at the time. All I really know is they tried to find me a home with family but no one on either side of the family wanted me. So I want into foster care and yeah as of today I don't know where any of family is." On the last part I kinda choke and a tear rolled down my cheek. Then another one. Then they just started to fall.

I tried to stop but I couldn't so I turned my head away from Mason. But I didn't turn my head in time and he saw. He froze for a minute and then said in a gentle and warming voice, "Hey it's okay to cry in front of me. I won't judge you. I'm sorry for asking, I'll make it up to you some how. But right now let me be your shoulder to cry on."

He puts his hand under my chin and turns my head towards him and says, "As long as you are here I'll be here for you."

I put my head on his arm and cry for a minute. Then I looked up at him and say with tearful eyes, "Why wasn't I good enough for them? Why was I thrown to the side of the road like a pice of trash? Why did no one want me? Why can't I ever be enough? Why does no one want me? Why can't someone love me enough to keep? Why?" The hole time I was speaking I was crying.

He looked at me and I could see he felt sorry for and that he regretted the question. He looked like he was sad for me.

~A hour later~

I finally stop crying, but my head was still on his arm. I feel safe in this moment. Like right now nothing bad could happen. The sadness can't get to me. I wish that this feeling would last, but I know it won't. I can't let myself fall for him.

We stay like this so awhile. But after like and hour or so I move me head from his shoulder. I looked at him and he looked at me.

I say in sad voice, "Thanks for tonight. I think I will do good here because of you. So thank you. Now I am going inside to find my stuff and unpack and get settled in."

He smiles that freaking smile again and says, "No problem, any time. Don't be afraid to come and talk to me."

"Okay but I try to keep to myself so I think tonight was a one time thing but I will keep that in mind."

"Okay you do that and goodnight see you tomorrow.

"Okay see you tomorrow good night."