1 1

Pain; the best part of it is that, it can also be felt while sleeping. I was wild awake when my forehead was thrusting like nothing. Opened my eyes and saw that I was lying on the floor. Must have been those bitches. Yes, bitches. What can you expect from roadside beggars, who instead of worshipping me, asked my mother; my biological mother to let them sleep in my room, eat with me and when it wasn't enough, they followed me even to my school. I stood up and saw they all were sleeping in my bed peacefully. Anger bursted through me, I kicked ratri on her thighs. My mother loved naming us, in old ways, so she named me, Suranj; the housekeepers call me by various names; Su or Ranj. Ratri was wild awake as soon as I kicked her. She looked at me with those bulging eyes; eyes those of beggars, filled with hunger. She looked at me, then gave her smirk and fall back to sleep with her legs apart all over the king sized bed.

I knew this was coming, so I took my pillow, sheets and went outside. If I told mother about this, that smirk of her would be transformed into tears. This happens almost every night and because of this I have to sleep all day and it's impossible for me to sleep at night. I rarely go to school, so most of the day I spent while sleeping. Like every other night, I went to library. This is the best room we had, no one comes here except workers. I've read most of them but my favourite is, Angus Thongs and Perfect Snogging, just kidding. Unlike everyday instead of sitting in the middle table, I went to sit beside the window and like always, switched off the lights. Someone opened the doors, I'm not scared of ghost, so continued sitting in the exact same posture.

I could see two figures, and by the silhouette I could identify that one was a man and other was a woman. They were kissing with moaning sounds. The man was moving his hands up and down her hips and slapping them. Then he took her hands and placed them between his legs, the women was moving her hips front and back vigourasly. He slapped her harder and she screamed saying, fuck me. He laughed aloud. She took of her clothes and sat on the table with her legs open wide. I couldn't see what happened next because their were tears in my eyes. I sat with my back to them, but the noises kept me awake, hoes like you, need to be fucked.

I knew that women; but that guy wasn't my father.