93 Chapter 91

TAEHYUNG'S POV

My eyes met with another pair of dark brown eyes. I tried to step back but slipped again but didn't fall as he was holding me. My hands went around his neck to keep myself steady. We both were looking into each other's eyes without saying a word. Then my eyes fell on his lips and back to his eyes. I slowly leaned forward cautious of his reaction. When he didn't say anything nor pushed me away, I attached my lips with his. The tingling feeling was back inside my body and the butterflies erupted in my stomach. It felt like I had been thirsty for years and someone gave me a glass of cold water. His grip on my waist tighten and he started responding back eliciting a light moan from my lips which was swallowed by him. Soon our tongues started tangling with each other for the fight of the dominance which was easily won by him. His tongue explored the carven of my mouth making me weak in my knees but thankfully he was holding me tight. He my lower lip then upper lip before again entering my mouth freeing another moan from my throat. I felt one of his hand around my waist slid lower and he squeezed my left cheek making me moan and his mouth left mine but soon attached to my jaw and he gave a soft kiss there. He started trailing kissing along my neck to my collarbone and then under my ear lobe where he and bit. I bit my lip to prevent the moan threatening to come out of my throat at the action. His lips soon met mine and we both got engrossed in a hungry kiss. "Suga hyung I am going to find Tae. His act is next and Jin hyung is saying he is nowhere to be found" Hobi hyung's voice broke our intimate session and we both got apart panting and staring into each other's eyes. Soon his eyes widen making me confuse "Sorry" He whispered but I heard him "What?" "I am sorry. We shouldn't have done this. I shouldn't have done this." He suddenly seemed nervous "It's OK hyung." "No it's not. Taehyung you don't know, he will kill you" My eyes widen "W-Who?" no reply. "Hyung who will kill me?" "My dad." "What?" "If he got to know that I am with you then he will harm you Taehyung." He started panicking. God what his dad has done to him? I stepped closer to him and wrapped my arms around him to calm him down. "He won't. Nothing will happen to me and you" "I am fine. We are fine. Don't worry. Relax" "You don't know" "Then tell me" I said lifting my head from his shoulder and looking into his eyes. "Tell me what is holding you back hyung." He averted his eyes. "I know you have some feelings for me. I can feel it. The way you look at me and what happened few moments ago, everything tells me that you have feelings for me. They why? Why are you holding yourself back hyung" I connected both of our foreheads. "Why are you so stubborn?" He whispered "I can say the same about you." "You should go. You are getting late." I sighed when he didn't tell me anything and gave a final peck to his lips before going out. One day. One day I will found everything about you hyung and then I will make you mine. That is my promise to you and myself. I looked around for my makeup as I knew what happened minutes ago has totally ruined my already done makeup but I am not regretting that. I am happy that he started getting closer to me and I am sure that one day the wall between us will also shattered. That day no one will be able to stop me from making you mine. I fixed my makeup when he stepped out of the bathroom and our eyes met. "You can use it." I said "It's not like I can go out like this." he commented. I chuckled and handed my makeup set to him and walked out. As soon as I came out my eyes fell on Jin hyung who was standing near stage. I felt guilty for making him worried so I immediately walked to him "Hyung" He turned around and glared at me. "Where were you?" "I...My makeup was slightly ruined so just went to fix it." He glared but then nodded making me sigh in relief and when our turn came we walked on stage and bowed to audience before starting our act.

TIME SKIP.

JIMIN'S POV.

Our vocal performance was over and we four walked to locker room to change for next performance. "Jimi...." Taehyung's voice came but I ignored him and grabbed my clothes and walked away to change. I don't want to talk to him. I can't. After what happened I cannot remove the feeling of hurt from my heart. Whenever I look at his face, all those past memories of us came back to me and the fact that those days will never gonna come back again throbs my poor heart. His words on that day when he said that he doesn't love me anymore were like a stab to me. I can't understand what wrong I did at first place? Am I not good enough? Am I not handsome enough? It must be because of me right? A boy who used to love me so much now looks at another boy like he is his life. There was a time when he used to have dreams about me about us but now he probably sees dreams of 'him'. It's because of me right? Maybe there is something about me that he got bored with me. Maybe all those people in high school who used to say that I am fat short and ugly and no one will ever love me were right. They must be right because I am ugly. How can someone love someone like me. Taehyung must have a bright future that's why he left me. And here I am alone and there is no one who loves me.