57 Chapter 55

NAMJOON'S POV.

After dropping Mr. and Mrs. Jeon at their apartment I droved to mine. After arriving I parked my car and went to the door. I fetched out the apartment's keys from my pocket and opened the door. When I stepped inside, loneliness and darkness welcomed me. My heart was no different from that. It was suffering with its own darkness and loneliness. It couldn't understand why Jin broke it. Is that why he stopped talking me? Is that why he was crying last time when I called him? But why didn't he tell me? I could have done something. How can he just let that happen? I opened my shoes and threw them randomly. I switched own the lights and walked in kitchen. After entering, I opened the refrigerator and grabbed a beer bottle (A/N: I have zero knowledge about drinks so I am just writing it.) I opened the bottle and instead of pouring the liquid in some glass, I drank from it directly until half of the colored liquid was inside me. I grabbed two more bottles from inside and walked out of the kitchen and headed to my room. After entering I didn't bother to switched on the lights and instead I put all the bottles on table and removed my jacket following with my shirt underneath. I removed my socks and then the jeans until I was just in my underwear. After tossing all the clothes randomly on the floor I grabbed the half finished bottle. I finished the bottle completely and then threw it in side randomly. The sound of smashing glass penetrated the silence of the apartment for few moments until everything was back as before. I grabbed the remaining two bottles and walked with wobbly legs as I started to feel slightly dizzy. I sat on my bed and started drinking. That night I cried and cried while drinking until I fell asleep with a broken heart.

JIMIN'S POV.

The party was finally over and me, Gguk, Tae and Hobi hyung was going back in hyung's car. For the whole time I was silently looking out the window. For some reasons I didn't want to talk to anyone. Gguk and Hyung were still discussing about party but I was in no mood to even listen them. I was so lost in many thoughts that I didn't even realize that Tae was silent too for whole time just like me. After we reached at our apartment, me and Gguk stepped out. I thanked hyung for the party and dropping me but didn't even look at Tae. I was not feeling like talking to him that time so after waving hyung I headed inside. Gguk opened the door with the key as mom and dad must be asleep by now and we didn't want to disturb them. Gguk was going to his room when I stopped him. "Jeongguk" he turned and look at me waiting for me to speak. "I-I need to do something I will join you later. You just go and sleep." "What you need to do hyung?" he asked and I could tell with the dim light of the moon falling over his face that he was confused. "Something related to college." "But hyu..." "Please Gguk." He sighed and spoke. "If something is bothering you, you can tell me anytime Jimin. Huh?" I knew that he understood that I was lying about college work but I am happy that he didn't pressurized me. I nodded and he left before kissing my forehead. I sighed. I didn't want to spend time with Gguk for sometime. He was making me confuse today and I couldn't even tell how. I couldn't even tell what exactly I was feeling. So to prevent myself from getting confuse any more I decided to stay away from him for sometime. I headed to my room and opened the door carefully to not make any sound. I saw my parents sleeping on the bed soundly. I walked to the cupboard and opened it slowly. I grabbed a pair of pajamas, a oversized t shirt and went in bathroom to change. After coming back I grabbed a blanket and extra pillow and closed the cupboard and went out before closing the room's door. I went in hall and put the pillow in one corner of it and laid down and covered myself from the thick fluffy blanket and immediately drifted to dream land as I was so tired from the whole day.

TAEHYUNG'S POV.

"Tae? Are you OK? Why are you so silent?" came Hobi hyung's voice making me turn my head and look at him. I gave him a small smile and nodded before speaking "I am fine." "Then why are you so silent. It's very unlike of you." he spoke again and I looked at my hands in my lap before speaking. "I am just tired." "Taehyung, I am your brother and I very well know when you say truth and when you don't. So tell me what's the real matter?" He asked sternly. "Hyung, I don't want to talk about anything now. I am sorry but I promise I will tell you someday." He sighed before speaking. "Taehyung ah. You seem different for past few days. Like you speak less and spend more time alone. I am worried about you. If something is hurting you please tell me. Maybe I can help." "No one can help me in this situation." I mumbled but he heard so he spoke again. "You cannot say that before even telling me anything." "Hyung please don't force me. I am not ready yet. I myself am confuse with my own thoughts and emotions let me clear out that first." He sighed before speaking. "Fine bro whatever suits you but remember your Hobi hyung is always with you." "I know. Thanks hyung." I smiled and he smiled back before ruffling my hairs with one hand. After arriving he parked his car and we both stepped out. We went into apartment and my eyes were started searching for someone but he seemed nowhere. Where can he be? He left before us? I looked at his room's door which was locked from inside indicating that someone was there. I sighed sadly remembering that from tomorrow he won't even look at me. Oh what on world I did today. Me and Hobi hyung both removed our shoes and walked to our separate rooms. After taking a quick shower and changing my clothes into something comfortable, I flipped to bed. I couldn't sleep for sometime. Thoughts of Yunki hyung was lingering over my mind. Everything changed after that night when I indirectly proposed him. After that I couldn't stop myself from thinking about him. Then yesterday when he took care of me. He treated me like I am so fragile. And today when he clearly rejected me, again. And that kiss. The thought of kiss burned my cheeks. That was the most beautiful moment of my life. The butterflies sat free even by thinking of it but what happened after that broke my heart. He completely ignored me and the way he was glaring at me today. My eyes started getting moist at the thought of him ignoring me from now on. And then that Jooheon guy or Booheon guy? whatever. What was he saying about hyung? And who is Hyunki? Is he hyung's boyfriend? Is he that guy from hyung's school? The thought gave a wave of jealousy in the pit of my stomach. I hope what I am thinking is not true. I really hope that he is single.

Happy Valentine's Day hope you're having fun and enjoy the weekend