34 Chapter 32

TIME SKIP

JEONGGUK'S POV.

"Hyung we have already checked many restaurants and hotels but none of them is not like what I wanted for him." I grumbled in frustration. "Actually I like many of them but I can't understand that what EXACTLY you want like I showed you the best ones and still you were not satisfied?" He replied "Why are you not getting me? You know I want something like..WOW! I want that expression on his face" I said while showing a surprise expression. He was quiet for sometime but then he suddenly 'U' turned his car and started driving in opposite direction. I looked at him confused "Where the hell we are going now?" "I remember one place and you are going to LOVE it and I am sure of that." He said while smiling excited. I shrugged and waited for our destination.

SEOKJIN'S POV.

"Date of engagement is already decided. Day after tomorrow is your engagement" My dad announced and I froze. Right now we all are having our 'family' dinner. It's more like 'ignoring me the whole time while praising my brother type of dinner' but I am used to it now. "I-isn't...Isn't it too soon, dad?" I spoke cautiously scared of my father's reaction. "Soon? We have already wasted so many days. And as soon as it is possible we should done with it so that we all can go back to our normal lives." I lowered my head to hide my coming tears. Why they all are they doing this to me? Is everything a ing business to them and now they even started using me for it. "Seokjin I want you to leave that house of that boy as you are soon going to live with your wife. We have already bought a mansion just for both of you and guess what? It is of Nayeon's choice!" mom said excitedly while on the other hand I lost my appetite completely. A lump formed in my throat from holding myself from crying in front of them. A little hope which was still there has completely shattered now. I felt my brother's hand on my back slightly rubbing it in a soothing manner. I took a deep breath to calm down myself. "Mom can Seokjinie stay there till marriage? You know he wants to say goodbye to his friends for the last time." My brother asked. "Yeah sure we have no problem with that. Right honey?" My mom asked my dad while looking at him. "Yeah you can go there but after your engagement. But make sure to leave that place before your marriage" My father said while I just nodded in return. When my parents were not looking I mouthed a 'Thank you' to my brother while he just smiled and d my shoulder. After having dinner we all went to our separate rooms and after closing the door I let all of my emotional outburst. I cried and cried. I throwed pillows, sheets, lamps, pots and everything which came into my hold, on the floor. "WHY THE AM I THIS HELPLESS?? WHY CAN'T I DO ANYTHING?...….NAMJOON I NEED YOU PLEASE!!" I screamed my lungs out. After calming down a bit I went to my bed and grabbed my cell phone immediately. I switched it on and saw many missed calls and messages from him which made me teared up again. One of my maid told me that he called before but I didn't have enough strength to call him back. I don't want to break his heart. I know that I have to tell him soon in the future but not now. I am already broke from inside I cannot deal with him getting sad and stop talking to me or worst breaking up with me. I know I am selfish but if it is about keeping Joonie with me for even a day, I can become even more selfish. I will tell him when I will go there. Yes that will be better than telling him on phone. Like that I can see his reaction and we both can console each other which I really need from him at this time.

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Small and boring chapter ik. Sorry for the late update I am little bit busy these days. BTW HAPPY NEW Month guys!!!!