111 Chapter 108

JIMIN'S POV

I was standing near the fence of roof when I felt a pair of arms around my waist. I could easily tell who it was. I sighed and leaned my head back on his shoulder. "I am overreacting right?" "No hyung. Your reaction was understandable. I know it hurts you. But I am with you hyung. I will never let you alone and sad." A smile appeared on my face after his words but that soon turned into sobs. I immediately turned around and hugged him tightly. My head buried in the crook of his neck while my tears were wetting his jacket but I didn't want to let go. "I d-don't know what to do G-Gguk. Everything turned upside down. I-I tried to forget about him but I can't. I can't Gguk. I can't. I still love him and can't see him in someone else's arms. What shall I do? Tell me please. And on top of everything, dad is sending me different girls' pictures for me to select. Why can't he just accept the fact that I am ing gay? WHY?" Tears were streaming down my cheeks by then. What did I do to deserve this? "Shh. Hyung. Everything will be fine. I am here. I am with you. I will save you from everything baby even dad." I smiled. "Y-You will?" I lifted my head to look into his eyes. The fact that he is two inches taller than me still stings. He gave me his bunny smile and nodded. I chuckled and pinched his cheeks before hugging him back. "Of course I will. What kind of boyfriend I would be if I won't take care of my baby?" I laughed "Sometimes you are very funny my baby bunny." I looked at him and he smiled lightly. But I noticed that it was a sad smile or was I just overthinking? "Tell me hyung, have you ever thought of both of us being boyfriends?" I furrowed my brows. "Seriously where do you get these ideas from Gguk?" I chuckled and ruffled his hairs. "Just tell me please." He pouted "No. Why would I think that?" I looked at him confuse. His face became expressionless. "Then tell me what will you do if we both fall in love with each other?" "Umm Gguk what are you..." "Tell me hyung. If one day we both fall in love with each other what will you do?" I looked into his eyes. What will I do? I have never thought of us being in love. Because who think of falling in love with their brother? But again if I will then what will I do? I lifted my hand and rubbed his cheek lightly with my thumb while looking straight into his eyes. "If we both fall in love one day... then I will fight with the whole world to make you mine." His eyes widen. "Y-You serious?" I nodded "But I am happy that's not the case now. Plus I think it's weird." He was looking at me intensely. "What?" I asked confused "Always remember what you said hyung." with that he crashed his lips on mine making my eyes widen. And for some unknown reason I enjoyed the feeling of his lips and responded back. After the sweet light kiss he attached our foreheads. "Lets go back." I nodded and walked away with him.

TIME SKIP.

JIMIN'S POV.

I was sitting in my room while strolling through twitter, Instagram and snapchat when a message popped. I sighed after noticing that it's from dad. I reluctantly opened it and saw many more pictures of different girls. I groaned. 'I hope you like one of them kid.' I immediately dialed his number. "Did you any girl for you?" I groaned "No dad. And I will never. Sorry to kill your hopes dad but I am gay and I am sure about it. Whether you believe it or not." "Shut up Jimin! I don't know who put this rubbish in your head but I won't let you ruin your life." "Dad please just accept it that I am gay." "You aren't! Can't you get that? You are going to be with a girl soon and if you won't then I will choose someone for you but you will be with a girl and it's not a choice Jeon Jimin." He cut the call making me burn with rage. I was about to throw the phone but then realized it's my cell phone and my dad won't buy me another. I groaned and got up from bed. I need some fresh air or I will go crazy. I wore a random hoodie and then walked out and wore my sneakers and walked out. I started to wander around while tears were trickling my cheeks. Why my life is like this? I was wandering around lost in my thoughts. I didn't even know where I was going at this point. My phone rang and I saw that it was from Gguk but I was in no state of answering so I ignored it and turned my phone on silent. After few more minutes I was standing in front of a building. It was a bar. 'DARK NIGHT' flashing on a big board. Maybe drinking will make me forget about my pain for sometime? I checked my pockets and found enough money to go. I sighed and walked inside the building. I walked to the counter and called the bartender who was keeping his back towards me. "Excuse me?" He turned around and my eyes widen. "What are you doing here?" There was standing none other than Kim Taehyung. "J-Ji?" I groaned. If I knew he works here then I would have never came here. "Hey Taehyung? I brought the bottles an... Jimin?" Came another familiar voice. "Oh now I know why you are here. It's good to stay close to your boyfriend." I spitted "Ji I..." "It's Jimin to you." I snapped. "Jimin please. I am sorry." "Mr. I came here to drink not to listen your bull. Give me five shots of soju." He nodded and went away. My eyes met with his boyfriend and I averted my gaze after giving a sharp glare. After few minutes of waiting, Taehyung finally brought my shots and I started gulping them one after other. "Careful." I ignored him and asked for five more. "Jimin you shouldn't drink this much." "I am ing paying you so do as I said!" He sighed and brought me more shots which I treated like previous ones. After I don't know how much more shots, I started to feel dizzy." "Why you did this Tae?" I sobbed. "I am sorry Ji. I really am." "Did I do something wrong?" I asked. "No Jimin. I already told you it was not because of you but me. I am sorry I was not a faithful person for you." "You are right. T-Tell me Tae, how did you forget me? Teach me so that I can forget you." I cried. "Jimin, trust me you will get someone better than me." "What if I want you?" I looked into his pretty midnight eyes who were glistening because of tears. "Y-You can't." I scoffed sarcastically and asked for more shots which he complied. "A-Are you happy with him?" I asked "We are not together. It's one sided." I looked at him. My hand unconsciously lifted and I grabbed him from the back of his neck before pulling him closer and crashed my lips over his. But he soon pushed me. "J-Jimin" His eyes were wide. "I-I am sorry. I am really sorry. I..." I didn't know why I did that but I miss him. I miss him so much. "You should go home now. It's too late." I nodded and started to got up from the tool but stumbled and sat back. "I told you to not drink more. Look what you did now." I didn't reply and tried again but got the same result. "Hey wait! Mine and hyung's shift is about to over. We will drop you." "I would better go alone." I scoffed. "Please Ji. You are in no condition of going alone. Let us help you." I sighed and reluctantly nodded. After waiting for years they both came back. "Lets go." I felt a hand on my shoulder which I harshly pushed away. I hold on the counter and stood up. "Let me help you Jimin." Hyung's voice came. I glared at him but then sighed and nodded. He put one of my arm over his shoulder and his arm around my waist for balance. I am hating it but I have no other choice. We reached to his car and he made me sit on the back seat before they both got inside on front seats. I started to feel the effect of alcohol by now. We soon reached at my house and Taehyung opened my door. "I-I will take you" He fiddled with his sleeve and I nodded too dizzy to say anything. He gave me his hand which I hesitantly took. The familiar touch brought all the memories back but I held myself from crying in front of him. "Hyung you wait here. I will be back soon." With that he put his arm around my waist and helped me to walk. It was more difficult to walk now as my head was spinning and my legs were wobbly. He rang the bell and after sometime I heard the door opened. "Oh my god hyung! Are you OK? What happened to him?" Gguk's loud voice was giving me headache and I groaned. "He drank a lot today." "He was at yours? But why wou..." "Ah no. He came to the bar I work at." After that I don't remember what happened but I am sitting on the couch with no idea of where my hoodie is while Gguk gave me a glass of water.