23 Past Love

"One whiskey please!" I said as the bartender nodded. "You already had drunk too much of whiskey, Lucy," Terrence said as he grabs my drink.

"You sounded like my sister," I said sadly as I remember her, She usually stops me when I'm drinking. "It was my fault that she's gone now," I said because back then I really like Lucca and caught them talking as the ship move and Lucca catch her waist I got jealous and curse her so much.

"She must be worried that I'm mad and got caught up by the waves and disappear in the ocean," I added because it was my fault. "I messed up," I added.

"I messed up because I loved Lucca so much!" Terrence didn't say a word and just drink my whiskey. "Are you that quiet?! Talk to me Terrence you're not at work anymore!" I said as he smirked at me.

"Yeah, right but you're scolding me like I'm still on duty." I blushed because he makes sense, I always scold him.

"I hate her ever since then but..." He drinks the last shot of whiskey and smirked at me. "But you were killed by her kindness aren't you?" he asked as my fist clenched because he was right after all.

"She's so good and that makes her even hard to defeat with." I saw him nodded as he smiled at me. "But you did well after all this year, You never tried to hurt anyone. I'm sure Luna will be so proud," I stand up as I saw him stunned by my reaction.

"Don't talk about dead people Terrence," I felt his smile as he pats my head. "I'll take you home," He said as he let me ride his car.

"We all know how Cupid feels, But we are selfish to give him his happiness." I sigh as I looked at the skies. "It's Anna's decision after all even if he gave way for Lucca it's still Anna's choice to continue loving him or fall on Lucca's arm," I said as he nodded.

"Hey Terrence, Would you go out with me?" I asked as he steps on the brake that almost kills us.

"What the fvck are you doing can't you drive safely?!" I asked as he looked pissed. "Then don't ask those creepy things! Luna is the only one I love and I am-"

"Shut it," I said but he continues. "I cannot go out with you when Luna is-"

"I SAID SHUT UP!" I shouted as he stopped talking. "Where are you going?" He asked as I open the door and left his car. It's already midnight and the breeze is colder than I ever thought.

"Lucy get back inside!" Terrence command as he honks his car at me but I ignored him. I just felt a warm hand stopping me as my tears fall.

"Why are you crying?" He asked as he wipes those tears off me with his warm hands. "I told you don't talk about people who are now dead and gone!" I said as I start sobbing and can't help crying in front of him.

I don't mind if I look stupid or like a girl being rejected by her crush. Even if people are watching I can't help but cry a lot. I missed my sister but it was also my fault why she's gone.

"God you're hopeless," he whispered as he grabs my hand and takes me inside his car.

"Where are you taking me?!" I asked as he just looked at his phone and dialed someone. "Tell Lucca I'm on a break," He said as he turned off his phone and look at me.

"I have a schedule, Terrence! You can't just kidnap me like you wish to!" I said as he smirked. Why does he look so handsome when he does that thing.

We arrive in a normal house which is odd because I don't know this place at all. "Terrence you came back!" An old lady approaches us and lets us inside as she made some hot chocolate. "Who is this young girl?" he asked as she looked at me.

"I-I'm Lucy, I'm-" Terrence didn't let me finish. "She's my girlfriend," I looked at Terrence with 'What the hell are you saying look' but he just ignored it.

"I guess I'll be expecting some grandchild," His Grandma said at Terrence nodded. "What?! No way I-" I stopped as I saw the old lady's teary eyes.

"Aren't you worried about Granny? I am old now and want to see my Grandchild!" I looked at Terrence and he just shrugged that's why I just agreed on playing along.

"Don't worry Granny you can count on me!" I said as she smirked as I fall into her trap. "That's settled then, I will be very busy hihi," She chuckled like she's planning something that will destroy us.

"Is your grandma okay?" I asked as Terrence show me the room where we are staying. "I have no parents, My Grandma is the only family that's left for me so she means a lot, and bringing a girl here means a lot for me too." I looked at him like I was waiting for him to say another word.

"Say, Why don't we use each other to forget our past?" He asked. "What do you mean by that?"

"Don't act dumb now Lucy, I know you know what I mean." I crossed my arms as I raised my eyebrows. "I'll promise that I will make you happy," he added. "I have this big size too so you don't have to worry."

What big size is he talking about?

He pointed his lower part as I can feel my blood rush towards my face.

"YOU PERVERT!"

He just chuckled and kiss me on my forehead. "Take some rest I know you are tired already." I nodded as he left the room.

What's his deal saying that we can use each other to forget our past? My love for Lucca is stronger than he thought! It will never be broken that easily!