Hunter x hunter: Survival

(18th October 2021, Paul Mathers died) Dying was something I expected my entire life; being diagnosed with a chronic disease in my early teen's coupled with disturbing medications tests, it was hard to live a joyful life. And even harder to make friends and grow attached to things. Thus I preferred to stay away from people, knowing my impending death would just make them sad...I didn't wanna leave people with tears on their face.. Looking back I was such a nice guy....Anyways, I wasn't sad or depressed at my soon arriving death...I didn't sob over it like a middle school girl getting rejected...That wasn't gonna solve shit. I knew better than most, crying is a pointless endeavor, especially when I probably shed more tears than a snake does it's skin... So you could say I was a kind of expert in crying, enough to elect me as the crybaby of the year if such an award existed... But alas, the world truly doesn't acknowledge the talented, we're just left in the ever-growing dark of nothingness. "Ophelia!...Push!...I can see the boy's head," a not so familiar voice Follow Paul's journey in Hunter x hunter