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"Maybe it was a message -literal or not- maybe this all happened to make me realise I was too blinded by the present to see what lay ahead. I was wrapped in my own world too busy worrying about futile stuff to realize that I had the greatest thing that could ever happen to me staring me right in the eyes." I took a deep breath watching the slight twitch of his lips that was the beginning of a smile I fell so hard for. " maybe it all happened to teach me how to let go of everything I shouldn't have been holding on to, and start to wonder what the future might have for me in store. No matter how short it might be,I have made amends with that fact. I have made amends with the fact that I may not have enough time with you, and I'm okay with that. I know now that spending every minute I can in your company until I can't anymore is a million times better than spending the rest of my life devastated and in infinite regret that I had the chance to spend some time with you but never took it"