14 CHAPTER 14

LARA...

I kind of felt like I wasn't Lara without any drama in my life. Wherever I seemed to go or whatever I seem to do drama always tagged along.

"What's up with my beauty today?" Chase jumps on my bed and lies down beside me.

"Nothing just got alot on my mind today Mr DJ."

"Oh really how about I take those stuff off your mind?"

" Hmm how?"

" I have a song to dedicate to you!"

I giggle,"I really do wonder how many songs you have for me. "

"Let's say all the good ones with meaning to them. "

"Well then show me it!",I said excitedly.



"Oh my word Mr DJ that is the sweetest song I have ever heard. It is now officially one of my favs I said honestly. "

"Look Lara there's something I need to tell you and I really don't how it will make you feel or anything I just know I have to say it...I really have fallen in love with you and not just now but actually from the time I set my eyes on you, all my life I wasn't sure if love at first sight existed but then you came along Lara...

You make me feel like like I'm home again,You make me feel like I'm whole again and I love the person I am around you. I know you have been hurt but I promise to never make that mistake. I would break my own heart just to keep yours safe. I really love you beauty and I won't do anything to make you unhappy I would fight with the world just for you."

"Chase oh my god, I don't believe you saying this to me I don't think I'm right for you, you deserve so much better and even if I wanted to my brain wouldnt allow my heart to love you."

"Who says you need to love me Lara?.. My love will be enough for the both of us."

"Thanks Chase but no thanks I'm really sorry. Please forgive me if you can."

"Yeah okay I'm sorry but needed you to know about how I felt."

"I understand."

Chase left me alone that Sunday so that I could think. Honestly speaking deep down in my heart I did feel something for Chase but then I wasn't over Aiden. Is it really possible to be in love with two people at the same time. God whats wrong with me?

Okay but I love hate Aiden so that's gotta be something right? I wanted to say yes to Chase but I was scared. Scared to have my heart broken...

I was sleeping but a sudden sound on my window woke me up with shock and I knew who it was.

" Aiden what do you want? "

"Hello Lara how are you?"

"Ugggh get to the point."

"It's been way to long shortcake please just forgive me I'm begging you."

"No Aiden I'm sorry look I will forgive you but I can't be with you."

" Why not?? "

"Because Chase and I are getting together."

"WHAT?"

"Come on Lara you can't believe him, he's just lying to you you're smarter than that I know you are."

I shut the window.

"He will leave you heartbroken Lara don't say I didn't tell you."

Aiden's words got to me. If I did happen to give Chase a chance would he really leave me heartbroken? I messaged Chase later that night telling him about what happened with Aiden. In no time i hear my phone ring and it's Chase. He sounds really mad.

"What the hell Lara, why won't he let you be happy?"

"I don't know Chase, I'm just so confused."

"Listen to me Lara just do what makes you happy okay."

"Could you give me some space?",I ask him.

"Yeah sure.",he says and hangs up.

"Rachel do you think its possible to be in love with two guys at the same time?"

"Well yeah,why do you ask?",Rachel walks in my room with some face mask on her face.

"Eww!It looks like mud and vommit",I say.

"Hay its the best exfoliating product so just shhh."

"Yes yes okay. "

"Uhhm no reason I was just wondering. "

"Ooh is smally in love with 2 guys?"

" No no just let me sleep sister good night. "

That morning I drove to school myself.

Lunch time I hear the whole school scream fight with Aiden and Chase Dawson the new kid. I didn't wait to listen to any more. I just rushed to the fight scene and that's when i heard Chase shouting,"Why the hell won't you just let Lara be happy?"

" With someone like you?"

"Yes what's wrong with me I'm better then you I'd never hurt her."

That's when i jump in the middle. "ENOUGH!Stop going on like little kids both of you. Please I have enough to deal with and I wish I didn't meet any of you God damn it.", I walked away as quickly as I could and I saw the tears in Chases eyes.

I got a lot of messages from Aiden and Chase but I ignored all of them. "What's up smally?", Shawn asks me. "Nothing", I say.

"Come on tell me,is it your new boyfriend? Why are you always with the shitty guys?".

"No its not its just that I like him and I want to give him a chance but Aiden says he will break my heart and I'm confused."

"Can i tell you something sis?"

" Yes ofcourse. "

"Do what your heart tells you to do sis, do what makes you happy that's all that matters."

" You are right I guess.", and Shawn grabs me in a hug.

"I know you were close to dad and you really miss him but I'm sorry and i want you to know that I'm here for you."

"Thank you Shawn.", I say and hug him tighter.

"How are things with you and Clowy?", I ask him.

" Pretty fine actually I really love her." "Wow that's great,I'm really happy for you.",I tell him.

At least my big bro had a good love life. I was glad I had him, he was the best brother ever.

So here it is...will Lara choose Aiden or will she choose Chase or will she choose neither?...and how well will either of them handle the rejection...