Who is that someone?

Chapter 4

I chatted with him; " hey, Karma. How are you? I missed you badly." He replied; "Hey! When did you get discounted? Are you feeling okay?" I felt glad to chat with him. We never know the real person unless they made us realized, however, the good person makes us realize with time. Now a man whom I trusted so much and thought started asking me whether I'm virgin or not. As an answer, I don't want to hurt him. So I lied that I'm still an awaiting virgin. Waiting for a man called karma. What if he knows that I lost my virginity? What if he demands a night as well? After two weeks of chatting I accept his proposal and I agreed to be with him.

Vacation ends up being at the village helping my parent's busy schedule. I helped my parents with full dedication and with full attention. So my time to move to Paro appears. I need to move on time to resume my work. Karma and I made plans to meet during his stay at Paro. Karma already arrived Thimphu attended by bunches of his family members. The good news is that they got transferred and for sure he will always be available whenever I feel his need.

One night he asked me again to tell me the truth whether I am a virgin or not? Should I tell him the truth? Actually, I don't want to hurt him but I believed that truth will only hurt for time being where deception will let us lose the one whom we understand the most. So revealed the truth that I am not a virgin. Before I complete conveying he hung up the call. I don't know why man always value virginity? I asked his forgiveness and why man always value virginity when they are the one who breaks virginity? As an excuse, he replied; " Please don't bother me. I will come to you when I lost my virginity as well. Will you bear this news? I think I won't be able to continue the relationship with you if you can't resist my suggestions" Because of the simplest reason, we broke up awkwardly. Though I think I need to hold him on, because of my mistake I need to let it go pitifully.

For more than three years I didn't have any information about him. I think my love for him is true love because I still miss and want him in my life. Though physically I'm doing fine with worldly matters, mentally I am not ready without his presence. Day and Night I survived zooming his photo, understanding his kindness and appreciating his handsomeness. Why did I lose such an amazing person? Life is all about losing and gaining. Sometimes it takes time to gain and lose so fast, sometimes it takes time to lose and we gain easily. I think I am not good at maintaining relationship. So I am going to maintain relation-bike, which will carry only Karma and me.

It was early in the morning during my birthday I received a text stating; "Hello girl. I am Karma and I missed you so much. Please can you visit your nearby hospital I want to see you before I leave this world? Because of the disease, it made me end up being with you. I pardoned you because I don't want to hurt you. Sorry. If you don't mind me Please come to visit me. I need you. Give me one more chance, i will not let it go in vain" I thought of spending my birthday peacefully and cheerfully but because of the love for him, it ruined all.

I ran down the street and entered the hospital. While I was running hurriedly in search of karma I encountered a handsome man. I asked him if he know the man called karma. Luckily he knows him. "Karma? A kidney patient? Are you Peday? His love?" "Yeah..yeah. It's him. Please can you show me the way?" He hurriedly led me to the chamber. While I was staring at those heart-pinching patient I lost his track.

Why am I always not good? I need to search for a doctor despite the fact that I am in need of an instant encounter with karma. On the way towards searching him, unknowingly someone grabbed me.

Who is that someone?