The feelings.
How many second chances?
Final Chapter
Because of the harsh force applied, I lost the vision of the grabber and I couldn't see the real face of the one who grabbed me. He wore the mask almost covering his face. I got terrified. I don't know whether the person is a man or a woman? And I heard a voice; "what are you waiting for? Get your works done" I don't understand what is the actual meaning of his says but at least I could recognize the sex. He kissed me and it was very nice and I remembered the feelings of kisses that I felt when I had the first kiss with karma, at Bumthang. What do I do now? In this room, no one is there, only he and me. I am feeling securely desirous. He forcefully made me to make love with me. And I love it and enjoyed as well. Who says that I don't love to enjoy it?
After that, he took off his mask and it was the man who led me towards the chamber of kidney and whom I lost in the middle of the way. I harshly pushed him; " was it your intention to led me and do this to me? You are being so irritating and don't like the way you are crazy at such things. Are the hunter of sex?" He didn't say anything but just pulled me closer and kissed me, his sluggish tongue sinking down in to my lips and brims. He whispered; "Peday, I love you." I got perplexed and numbed. I realized that having a good appearance doesn't take an extended time to get a man who loves you. That's why what is makeup for? Hope you all understand what I mean.
I pushed him and said; " why are you doing this? Don't you know that I'm in a hurry? Why you all wanted me to get involved in such things? Sorry I cannot love you. I love only my 'Karma'. " I dashed him. He banged the table furiously. I got terrified and annoyed as well. Again he pulled me harder and said;" he just passed away a minute ago. Don't worry. "
His news made me feel the pain unconditionally. Tears started welling up but he just laughed at me. I slapped him for acting cruelly and said; "what makes you laugh? Don't you see me mournful?" For this, he pulled me harder and with enormous force this time. Terrifyingly look and saw him welling up his tears as well. I asked why? He answered; "Peday, it's me karma. A man whom you dedicated your faithfulness and planted the trust. I did all those stupid stuff to just mixed your feelings. I had been doing the training of doctor all those silent years. I'm sorry. I love you ❤ Will you marry me now?" he kissed me.
The ray of happiness surrounded me. I felt so special. I couldn't describe my feelings. Please consider it as a feeling that you all ever had with your loved one, my reader.