1 How my life is at the moment.

Some times I think to my self and say... what the hell Im I doing with my life I'm a 14 year old kid with nothing to do but play video games all day and night. I usually think about my future and how I'm going to be a vary rich man living in the hills but I never think about current time. I know that If I played a little bit less video games that I could become a vary smart and loving kid but to be completely real with myself I'm scared of what people would think of me and how my life could change from being the happiest person alive to being the saddest person, and I know that one day I'm going to have to take that risk and I'm scared I might have to take that risk today or tomorrow.