16 Insomnia?...

Do you ever feel like you're literally being forced by yourself to keep up a fake freaking smile?? I mean duh.. nah this needs to be gone well every freaking single person who is in front of you... you want to freaking kill them and just not because that they hurt only because they freaking hurt you badly first and then they acted like you hurt them and they make us feel like no one ever freaking care of us more than them.. huh the "fake care" well.... you feel like to puke out everything trust me every single thing.. they freaking hurt you badly and badly until you are broken.. you just feel cold and numb and don't even resist to make yourself hurt..

Well well, let's talk about the inner feelings now.. haha ya you got me right.. What about them huh? Those inner feelings which no one literally no one knows and just everything builds inside your heart or brain by itself.. like wth man.. you don't want to feel like this.. the.. the bad nightmares scares you every time you try to sleep.. but that's not your problem when problem loves you when insomnia makes you it's home.. and you are like a useless pig (hahaha) rushing here and there but no one f*cking care huh? It's not what you want.. it is not everything you want these inner feelings need to be thrown out from your brain or heart.. but still no one cares.. trust me.. hey no.. you're trusting me? Wait I might tell you.. but.. Don't ever trust anyone or ever expect something from anyone..I know they are nice to you now.. but in the end.. everyone will leave you.. everyone will treat ya like shit.. every thing will scare you one by one.. Trust these 'words'.. no one really give a shit about you.. That is all lies, my dear...

It's all insomnia taking over you...