6 broken promises and expectations...

Did you ever feel like someone's memory is destroying you?... Well.. you feel like 'I wish the person knew that how much I miss him/her' you just felt like...wishing that they could be here for a minute and you tell everything to them...literally everything and ask them to.. to stay... They don't even say a happy or a clear goodbye to you and your life.. they just disappear suddenly... And you think at the same time that do they miss me also? You want to cry but... You bite your lips and held back your tears and blink continuously so no tear would split from your bare eye... Lost in your thoughts you missed the feeling that was lost...you... You miss the moment, the memory every second, every decision you both made, every appearance you take.., every... Every words you make.. and at the same time by thinking this.. you fall apart... By slowly shaking your head in no....you cry..and you got to a safe place for your tears to not to be seen by anyone...

And then you remember.. that they promised you.. they promised.. that they will never ever gonna leave you alone... They'll be here to hold you.. to make you feel comfortable under their touch... Under the safe arms of them... The bare, very and warm hug in which you feel all... All into yourself... You miss the feelings and the moments than the person...

And the last wish you make for them is to come back for them...

And feel that..promises... Yes.. they're meant to be broken, they break your promise..and the root to your sadness is.. expectations... Hmm... The more you expect the least you get... And no one knows what is happening inside your real world.. and by thinking this... You laugh.. and froze at the same place...saying:

'Please come back...I miss you'

And you really mean this... And your heart wants to make it hear to that person.. that you miss... That you... You know very well... That was your best friend...

The more you expect...the least you get.., and...

Promises..are meant to be broken...