8 NEW START
EVA P.O.V
I reached home after collecting my documents, my parents are not at home because dad is busy in office and mom is taking care of some bills and all the stuff so I guess I am all alone. Tomorrow is our flight to the United Kingdom so I go to each and every room and admire everything around, my house is beautiful but we don't appreciate the thing we have until it is not ours.
This country gave me the hardest time but I am comfortable here and I am used to all the treatment I received till yet. I am missing Sophie but I don't have her number she gave me her number when she left but when I tried it nobody pick it up and when other time I tried it shows that it is wrong number. I thought she also doesn't want me. I go to my room after visiting entire house and pack my stuff, I packed all the photos of Ashley,sophie and mine, and all the gifts I received on my birthdays, I never wore any of them because most of the gifts are dresses which doesn't suits me.
While packing I saw a blue color dress which ends at mid thigh, I so wanted to try it but I thought people will make fun of me. I think today is right time nobody is at home. I take off my clothes in my room and wear the dress, it is loose on my body because I lose lot of weight due to anxiety, I look myself in the mirror I am looking misfit in this dress, everything is perfect but not me. I remove the dress and wear my old clothes because it was not looking good on me
I always wonder is there anyone out who is facing the same issue as I, my mom says everyone is special in their own way and everyone has their special area but what is mine. I packed my stuff in 1 hour and set my suitcase on the side, I don't have much stuff so it doesn't take a lot of time to pack things. I open my phone and plays some jazz songs, it is my favorite genre, unknowingly I started moving my arms, I want to dance badly it's been 7 years and nobody is home so I guess I need to try it out.
I stood up on the floor and started shaking my body, first I make a movement with my arms freely because nobody is watching and then I started shaking my whole body; it is such a pleasure to dance. I am actually quite good at dance but not when somebody is watching me. I stopped when my body gets all sweaty and laid on the bed
I am thinking why I don't start all over in United Kingdom because nobody knows me there and I want to enjoy my last year of high school without being afraid of anybody. I will tell mom to get me new clothes, let's take one more chance and if things doesn't went good then I am only left with one year to tolerate anything.
It's not like I have never talked with my parents about my confidence and they try to help me but it's me who failed them every time and it too late for them to take any action. I just need a little bit preparation then I think I can start all over in UK and what if people there are sensitive to me. After lot of thinking I decided to start all over, may be this can be my new start.
ASHER P.O.V
We all attended only one class and after that we spent our entire day in canteen, this is the best area of school where I chill. Most of the time I bunk classes with my group and have a chat
"Asher wants to come to my place tonight" Carmen asked me and touched my thigh below the table
"Babe I can't I already have plans with boys today as we are tonight on a night out" I told her sipping my cold drink
"Why don't you take me with you" she said to me and make circles on my thighs with her hands
"Guys do you mind if Carmen join us for the bike ride tonight" I asked them because she is not going to give up until she come with me and all agrees
"Thank you guys" she said to all of them
"Now what's my reward" I asked her and put my hand on her thigh just below her pussy
"Baby you have to wait for that because I am thinking something special" she said to me and remove my hand
"You are such a tease" I told her making an annoying face and she laughed
"Why are you guys whispering, I don't think there is anything hidden from us, is it?" Derry asked us and now everyone focus is on us
"Actually Carmen is thinking of giving some special treatment to me" I said to all of them and she hit me on my leg with her heels
"Carmen why don't we get special treatment from you" aron teased her
"Because he is my boyfriend and not you" she said and I laughed
"I wish I got to be your boyfriend rather than Asher he always gets the best girl" gelen said in sad tone and we all laughed
"Sorry buddy that's not possible because every beautiful girl is only mine and Carmen is one of the hot piece" I said putting my hand on Carmen's cheek
"He is right and he got the trick to satisfy girls" Carmen said kissing on my hand which is on her cheek
"Do you guys really love each other" alen asked us
Yes of course we make the best pair and people are jealous looking at us" I said in proud tone
"This is just fascination not love because when you love someone you will be possessive for that person but only Carmen is possessive about you and you just don't care if she talks to other guys" he said these lines, he always have different opinion about our relationship but I don't care
