2 First Love

You know when you thought that he was the one, the one that you would be spending your whole entire life with only to find out he was just another liar?

To think that your soul mate is supposed to be exactly that the man that stands by you no matter what, your partner in crime in life and in bed. I thought I had found him, but instead I had found a guy who gave me part of his heart or so I thought and back stabbed me. Maybe he was afraid of commitment, maybe we were becoming too real for him.

But lets not talk about all the negative stuff first. Lets go to that sweet memory, that lullaby that made me fall in love with him in the first place.

It started out on our last year of high school, where he had transfered from another school. He was the tall muscular red head hottie, who played football and was popular extraordinaire (Archie type from "River Dale".)

He knew how to make all the ladies go nuts and he knew how to make my heart flutter for him like crazy. No, it wasn't the popularity that attracted me to him. It was his relaxed calm serene-like moment when he played the violin. I know right? A hot jock that play football also plays violin? Well what's with me and falling in love with musicians, I don't know it just always works on me somehow!

The way he sat on the classroom window, playing his violin, Bach concerto. It made me feel like it was spring in summer time. When theres nothing but sweetness in the air. Besides the fact that I am an artist I also play the piano, I know cliché, but believe me when I tell you my story is way more than that!

After he played that song in the classroom and after I had admired him deeply, I took out my violin and stroked my own version of the piece he was playing. And slowly everyday, we had began to play together in the classroom during lunch.

It didn't turn immediately into love, but more a one sided love or so I thought...