7 Those unanswered questions

I am writing in this diary for the one who finds it, just know you're the right one to keep it. And if you're reading this right now, I want you to know you're not someone who deserves to be left out. So this is my story to tell you that even on your worst days, the right one will come to you, babe. 'We grew up together with the memories that are a lot to remember. Those evenings of swings with you while the sunsets were our rescue, oh how should I forget them? A million pieces solved the puzzle when I stood there with you under the drizzle, oh I could do anything to live them again. For you, I could give up my life' His words not mine. But then the innumerous doubts would come flooding in "Tell me why you left me alone in the desert, tell me when I wasn't enough, All I wanted to do is patch your broken dreams, but then why did you leave?" Before his four years in London, I had given up my fears and doubts only to end up with nothing now. The crippling anxiety of him never returning back kept eating my extant thoughts.