196 This child is so loud

[Ten years ago]

When Chaos holds her, Misaki observes her closely. Chaos' hands are cold. Though the woman feels comforting for some reasons, her voice isn't as soft and cooing as the woman who used to sing to her and her sister. But her energy is quite familiar.

What was her mother's name? Was it Chaos? 

She doesn't remember much about the time that she spent in her mother's belly. Back then, her brain was barely developed. She could recognize her father's energy because he was quite strong. She recognized her elder brother because he would often talk to her. As for her mother, her mother's energy was different at different times. As much as she remembers, her mother's energy had been soft and caring. She only felt love from her mother. It was gentle and safe. 

This woman feels familiar but she doesn't feel gentle and safe.

Misaki blinks her eyes slowly. She feels good when she's near this woman. Why is it not the same?