53 How do much I have to grow?

"Do you not like seeing me?" He walks toward her. "Come here."

She doesn't come close. She stays put where she is. The scent of her fear gets stronger. He is irritated. That's his harbinger. The person who carried his heart. What's she afraid of? She didn't have any fear when she slept with him. She is lucky that she survived the night. It's because his true strength is currently repressed in his body.

"Come." He flicks his finger. "If you make me walk to you, I will tear off your limbs."

She takes one step toward him. "If I come to you, will you kill me?"

"No." Not today. "Don't make me wait."

She stops two feet away from him. "What do you want? Leave and let Kyo come out."

His other self will come out when he can come out. She likes his other self more. His harbinger should be respectful to him. "Closer."

She moves a few inches closer. "Just tell me what you want."

This will take the entire day. He doesn't have all the time of the world. He lunges forward and grabs her arms. She screams when he pushes her on the bed. Her little strength is nothing compared to him. He unties her robe and checks her body. The annoying runes inscribed on her body are hard not to notice. She eyes him like prey is looking at a predator. He ignores her rising fear and rapid heartbeat. He presses his palm against her belly. His seeds are inside her, but she has no womb.

He notices the strangeness of her body now. Her body is not normal. Her body is a spell itself keeping the dark core safe inside it. It's the forbidden spell from the old world. When this type of body dies, her soul will also get destructed.

Someone created this body and artificially placed the core inside it. This body is the artificially created body of the Harbinger. At the same time, her creator wanted to make a body compatible to carry the soul chosen to become Renasir. Who is insane enough to do this and why?

"You still say that I seduced you when you are the one who is touching my body like a pervert? It's no wonder. Kyo does what you think." She is glaring at him. "He has been acting strange recently. It's because of you."

Seeing her like this, she doesn't have any idea about this. She's a soul from a foreign world and she is reborn in this body after the previous harbinger's soul left this body. He moves away from her. This girl has a worse fate. Her soul is already chosen as Renasir. Her soul can't leave this body like the previous harbinger.

"Don't have anymore perverted thoughts." She adjusts her clothes. "Let my innocent Kyo remain innocent."

He ignores her accuses. The soul will be erased. There is no next life. He can be lenient to this poor existence.

"Why do you love him so much?" He suddenly asks. He realizes that he just acknowledged that this girl loves his other-self. It's a mistake to do that.

"That's between me and him." The girl is a little less scared of him. She is looking at him with so much life in her eyes. Her soul is a bright one.

"Cherish what remains of your life," He gives her a piece of final advice before he closes his eyes. He will let her live more since it's her final life. Since she's already his bride, he will let her use his body for the remaining time of her life. His debts to her will be cleared before she is erased.

***

He flops on the bed. The Dark God is gone. I let out a breath of relief. At least, my doubts are proven true. It's that evil god's evil desires that are driving my Kyo like that. That might happen again. I will get sleeping potions and make him sleep whenever the Dark God's sexual frustrations drive Kyo to do what he did last night. Today, it's me. Next time, he might attack another woman. That is not good.

"Sister." Kyo raises his head. "You are here."

My poor Kyo! He has been used by that evil God. I give him a kiss on his forehead. "I have been waiting for you. Take a bath."

"Mmm." He goes to the bathroom, naked. I find clothes for him and leave it near the door. Same body. Same face. The Dark God is completely different. When I look at Kyo, I don't feel awkward or any fear. I want to spoil him and adore him every day. When I look at the Dark God, I feel so afraid. I have the urge to escape or hide.

He comes back, fully clothed. I dry his long hair. "Kyo, you can't do what you did last night again."

"Sister accepted me as her special man." He grabs my waist. "I have already accepted you as my woman."

The evil Dark God! I am frustrated. I throw the towel at his face. "Kyo, If you want me to see you as a man, then grow up first."

"But, Sister, I am taller than you are," He tells me with a childish tone. "How do much I have to grow?"

"A grownup man eats using his own hands. He dries his own hair. He listens to the wishes of his woman." I cross my arm. "When you learn to do it all by yourself, I will give you a chance to become my man. Till then, don't even think about kissing me."

I storm out of the room. I hope that the Dark God gets my message. How dare he blame me for seducing him when it's him who is making a child do crazy things? It's all that God's fault.