43 Zila's stubbornness

Zila was giving him a hard glare. Her eyes held sternity and obstinate.

She wasn't going to back off today. She had enough of Kay acting all aggressive and possessive around her. She hated the fact that she liked his possessive. She loved to be his possession but the fact that he didn't trust her was eating her alive. 

"You know what?" 

Zila said her eyes held disgust and hatred and Kay was taken back a little. 

Zila never showed this expression to him. Whenever Kay was angry Zila always didn't get angry and let him do anything. She tried to calm him down and he loved it. 

She paused for a minute so that he could get every word in his mind. 

But then after one minutes silence she spoke again breaking the silence and tension there 

"You can't control me any more. You know Kay, I loved you. I loved you more than anything. I gave you my everything but what did you do with me? Huh.. You threw me out of your house, insulted me and didn't even trust me. You were the one who threw me out of your life. And now what right do you have to order me around like this? I will do whatever I want to and you can't do anything anymore cause you lost all your rights over me. "

She yelled, her eyes teary and she was trying to stop herself from crying. 

He was shocked, hurt from her sudden behavior. He knew everything she said was true but he didn't want to accept anything. 

He was hurt from her confession. He was avoiding these things but when she finally yelled everything on his face, he didn't know what to do anymore. 

His face held emotions and unsaid words. He wanted to tell her many things but was restraining himself because of her tears. 

Her every tear felt like a stab in his heart and he wanted to just hold her close to himself and love her again. 

They both looked at each other for a while with emotion filled in their eyes. 

But then she started wiggling out of his grip. She tried to remove his hand that was on the pillar and was restraining her to get out of his hold. 

Kay didn't want to let go at first but he was too deep in his thoughts that his grip on the pillar became weak and she was able to push him back. 

He stumbled back and tried to adjust himself. 

He wasn't able to stop Zila and she left from there not before giving a hard glare to Kay and stomping her foot hard on the floor.

He yelled from back when she was going out of there while willing her tears from the back of her hand. 

"I still love you!" 

His this word felt like a pang in her heart and her heart felt heavy.

She closed her eyes and tried to forget about his words that created a different sensation in her whole body. 

He just stood there with his heavy heart and clenched fist. 

Zila went again in the hall and directly went inside the washroom. 

Ignoring everyone there, she held her face in her palms and went straight there. 

She entered and when she was sure that there wasn't anyone here she started to cry harder than before. 

Her eyes were puffy because of all the crying and the tip of her nose became light pink.

She always wanted to tell all this to Kay but today when she finally did it. She was feeling disgusted and hatred felt inside her. She wasn't sure what she did was right or wrong?

She wanted to ask herself that if she still loved Kay or not?

There were many questions in her heart and when there was no one to answer them and she herself didn't know the answer, she started crying harder as she felt more and more helpless as the passage of time. 

She wanted Kay back in her life but did she have the courage to accept him again? Will she ever let him again in his life? 

Her tears weren't stopping despite of the fact that she was trying hard to control them. 

She watched her face in the mirror and was taken back by her condition.

She was looking weak and pathetic and was looking no more than a weak girl. 

She hated to see herself in this situation. 

She wiped her tears with the help of a tissue and tried to maintain herself and adjusted herself and her makeup which became a little faded because of her crying. 

She went towards the sink, washed her hands roughly and after maintaining herself she left from the washroom not before breathing in and out to calm herself down. 

She went out and the boy from earlier was waiting for her outside already. He got to know about everything and he took Zila back to her house and tried to console her but she said she was absolutely okay and that she didn't care anymore. She didn't want to show her tears and weak side to anyone so restrained herself from breaking down in front of him. 

He dropped Zila in front of her house and she went straight in her room not before greeting him and saying goodbye to him. 

She plopped down on her bed and again cried her out and eventually slept. 

On the other hand, Kay went straight in his house and then into his room. 

He started to throw the things of his room here and there. 

He was feeling frustrated. He was hurt and feeling hatred for no one else but himself. He was feeling disgusted because of his own acts. 

He felt rejected because of her yelling at Kay, embarrassed because of his own aggressive actions. 

He felt powerless in front of her, he wasn't able to keep her with himself and this was eating him from inside. 

He slid off all the things which were kept on the dressing table and in a second everything was on the floor. 

He was shaking with an increased heart rate. He was shouting, ranting and making loud noises. He was yelling his heart out. 

"Ahhhhh!!! Why? Why all this is happening with me? What wrong did I ever do?" 

He yelled looking up at the ceiling and began to vigorously pull his own hair. He was frustrated and nothing was helping him. 

Suddenly his phone buzzed but he completely ignored it. He wasn't in the mood to talk to anyone nor listen to anyone.

He sat down near the bed on the floor feeling helpless. He didn't want to do anything at that moment. 

The phone again buzzed which was kept on the bed and Kay yelled in frustration. 

"Ahhhhh!" 

He at last got up from the floor and picked up the phone. 

He again yelled in his rude tone, his mouth was dry because of all the yelling still he kept on yelling. It looked like he didn't care for himself anymore. 

"What do you want?" 

Javi was on the phone call and when she heard his rude tone, she immediately understood that Kay was angry and that someone had pissed him off. 

She sighed and said 

"What happened bro?" 

Kay's eyes widened as he realized who was on the call and he sighed before saying 

"Nothing." 

He gave a big sigh and she immediately understood that he was lying. 

"Tell me now!" 

She said in a stern voice so that her brother would say it.

Actually Javi went with Zen to decide their wedding venue and dress so she decided to stay in a hotel tonight. 

She called her brother to tell this but his sudden rude voice shocked her. She started to compel and forced him to tell everything. 

He didn't want to tell but when she forced him he finally said it all in one go. 

She listened, his each and every word calmly and tried to get everything in her brain but at each passing minute and his word, she was just getting more and more angry. 

After he finished telling her everything, she sighed and after some minutes silence she finally spoke 

"Bro, are you stupid? Why did you do that? You know girls are very fragile and emotional. You need to be very soft with them. And here you are forcing her like this. She will never come back to you if you do this." 

Javi said, after hearing, to his word, with an angry tone. She wanted him to regret what he did but she didn't know that he was already feeling regret and was already embarrassed. 

"Then what should I do? She just never listened to me." 

Javi sighed and started her speech again to tell him the solution and console him. 

Question of the day :

Would Kay really change his aggressive behavior and try to change himself for Zila or it would still remain the same?

A) Yes. 

B) No.