1 Is This Beginning Of The End ?

Today's 2020 July 22nd

I'm lying on sand in the desert. While looking at sun. and remembering what my mom use to tell when I'm kid "rays from sun will kill the germs and bacteria" Yeah now the sun try to kill me cuz I'm not better than a parasite. My throat got dried I need water but I can't able to move my self. I can't even able to move my finger. I'm starving too. my body started to eat my own muscles to keep me alive. and the scavenger birds start flying above me on circle and they waiting for me to die and they can enjoy their meal. its been 2 days I'm here alone in the middle of desert. I get lost from my friends. in those 2 days I'm stilling waiting for them to rescue me but they didn't came.Experts say human die in 3 three days without water , so I have one more day to live and feel bad for my own pathetic life. if my friend didn't rescue me today then I'm become goner. I know why they even came to rescues me. a piece of shit like good for nothing hikikomori like me. I'm better to die in here like a stray dog. Now I'm thinking why the hell I'm cane here ? why? damn it why? it's better if I stayed in my house and locked my self in my room. I'm Starr to losing my consciousness. I can't see anything except Colour black.so that's feel like while dying. it's cold.

I'm Dying all because of one mistake I did 1 year ago.

1 YEAR AGO BEFORE THIS INCIDENT.

Today's 2019 July 2nd.

and I'm here to telling you all a story about a highschool boy. who droped Highschool 2 years ago and he locked himself in his room since then. he never get out out from his house even for a moment. he have 5000 friends on social media but I'm real life he doesn't have a single friend. he's loner , hes full pledge Hikikomori , he's dead cell for humanity , dead weight for society and parasite for his family. but the most worst thing is that boy is me. I'm 17 year old name Hiro Nagami but my online friends knows me as name 'knOrs4A2'.

I spent my days playing video games and watching anime. and sometimes I look outside the window to see outside world. in my personal opinion I think living in small square world is better than living in large spearical world. being outcast doesn't mean I'm weak I'm too perfect to adjust in this imperfect society of ours. But being hikikomori doesn't mean I'm doing nothing. I'm not like other who spend their 16-17 years in studying. and waste rest of their life doing Job in some MNC or whatever. I have a goal, a dream to become millionaire By doing RMT in videogames. I'm on level 996 in this famous Online RPG game. but even that I didn't earn a single penny from it. finding a super rare item is like finding a ring in the ocean. and I learned that Gurus in India meditate in isolation on mountain. without clothes in such low temperature.so that means I living in isolation too. then I have the same kind of tendency to survive in low temperature like Indian gurus.so now it's time to test my limits.

I take off my clothes, turn the AC to the lowest temperature and then I sit on my bed start mediation. but after 5 minute I start shaking and after another 5 minutes I out my clothes on.and turn off the AC. Damn it I can't do that.i thought of I sit one more second then I'm sure I will dead by now by freezing. now I thinking about what happend if I died today because of this ? Yeah I'm dried like this then on news cover my story like "A Hikikomori Highschool Droped Boy died baked in his room and police saying cause of death is Dead by freezing. after seeing him dead like this his parents and officers can't stop their laughing*.

God Damn It what the hell I'm thinking it's depressing. nah it's too depressing , ultimate depressing, tragicaly depressing, Defination of depressing, all power set up to max depressing.

Just stop thinking about that and let's play some videogames.

so which one should I play today yeah let's play "Shadow Verse". This Strategic Card game is great but I spend lots of my money on it to but jpegs and cards.

But before I start the game I suddenly I heard my mom call me. why the hell is she calling me right now.i don't want to talk with my mom right now. so I ignoring her. start to oretent like I'm didn't noticed that I'm heard her voice. but she came to my room and start knocking.

now I have no choice but to open the door so I opened that.

then she came inside and start observing my messed up room and weird face then gave me a letter and said your name is written on this letter someone send it for you. I don't know who send that and I didn't try to open it or read, so take this.

then she leave and I locked the door and start thinking about who send this letter to me ? and why?

WAIT...

there is no sender name or address not even my address written on it. that means this letter doesn't post by any mail service. whoever sent this who came to my house and drop this letter in our letter box.

I opened the envelope and start reading the letter.

"HIKIKOMORI INC."

"I know everything about you. you good for nothing dead weight Hikikomori. I know you droped Highschool 2 year ago. your name is Hiro Nagami. your 17 year old, spend your whole days I'm playing videogames and watching animes. you spending your money in Gatcha Games to by Pointless Animated Girls jpegs. your favourite anime is welcome to the nhk and My teen romcom snafu.

so like a good kid cane to the park and don't think to try any thing funny cuz my follower spying you 24/7 and on my calls. they all kill you with there Ak47. so meet me on park at 10'00 pm tonight. and it's not a request it's an order.

Your Master

- The Pink Administrator "

What the hell is this all about is it Prank or something. is this person think I'm fool and what kind of weird name is that Pink Administrator

What shoul I do now ?.