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"That feeling was always there. The feeling of guilt inside me. Slowly and slowly, as we turned out to be old, I realized that this is not meant for me. But I was pressed under Chris's goodness."
He was so foolish to believe Chris every time. To think that he has a good heart, even when he gave him so many signals already. But no one was ready to know the reality of truth.
Even when he knew that water he was doing, was the wrong thing but somewhere his heart was still longing for some love and care. But he was stupid to expect love and care from those who are just using you.
Just like Anna, he also suffered. Although her struggle was much more intense because her struggle was not only with herself but also with other people.
Alena just saw how his expression changed within a few seconds. He was happy just a second ago but, he was heavily pained.