1 Chapter One

A shiver rippled through my body. I let out a soft moan. He turned me around and delicately planted kisses along my neck and then finally planted one on my lips. He slowly started rocking his hips. I can't explain it, it doesn't hurt anymore it feels so weird. I could not look at him. 'Is it bad that I'm holding my voice back dad is still at work and Mel is at practice.

I felt the heat rush to my face. "Are you okay? Levy, Look at me." He took my chin in his hands. "Look at me." I looked right into his loving eyes. "Am I hurting you?" he repeated himself. " This is like our third time. I don't want to hurt you." "No, no, no your not i-it's just that feels weird." "Weird, do you want me to stop?" "No please keep going. Also where do I put my hands?' I said waving my arms.

He leaned in closer. He gently grabbed my wrists and wrapped them around his neck. When he shifted he went deeper into me. I let out a moan. He slowly rocked his hips for a while. "Can we pick up the pace?" I said timidly. He gave me a look of confidence which made me feel safe. He started picking up the pace. My inside started to feel warm and relaxed.

Then out of nowhere he picked up speed. He went faster and deeper. The only thing you could hear is the sound of us making love. My phone started ringing. "Mood killer." I sighed "Who is it?" I asked him. "It's your sister." He said handing it to me. "Hey." I said after swiping. "You have the car today, can you be here in ten minutes?" She asked me if I felt Desmond ram back into me with the amazing force he hit that spot which made my whole body shudder.

"U--ah-uh S-s-sure." I said trying to sound normal. "Levy what are you doing?'' "Love y-you g-gotta g-go." I said hanging up. "I know you hate rushing these things but I have to pick up Mel in like ten minutes." I said, sighing . "I understand." He said slamming his rod deeper inside of me. "You should really see your face." He said smiling "It looks so cute and it also looks like you're having a good time." I kissed him while he continued. "I-I'm close." he started kissing my neck. "Am I hitting your spot?" He said going in deeper. I responded back with a loud moan. I felt my face flush. "So there I'll remember that." He said, pulling all the way out then coming back into me.

I felt the waves of an orgasm coming then it hit me like a pile of bricks.I could tell he was right there as well. I started kissing him furiously. I felt his movements stuttering and he emptied into the condom inside of me. "I love you." I said looking into his beautiful yellow eyes. He smiled and blushed a little bit. "Love you too." He said bringing it in to kiss me. "I need to go get Mel." I said in between kisses. He broke it off. "Come on I'll give you a ride home." I said getting up and cleaning myself up. "I know our parents know about us but they don't know that we are active. At east they support our relationship." He said pulling his pants up and throwing away the condom.

"For sure but my father doesn't know that you're here. Now lets go." I said looking in the mirror. "Dude you know how easily I mark." I said ripping off my shirt and putting on a turtle neck. "At least it's winter and people won't notice your fashion statement." "Yeah at least that's true." I said sliding my boots on. We made our way down the hall. We made it to the jeep and he opened my door for me and helped me in. "Do you know what's funny? He said buckling up "No?" I said looking in my rearview mirror. "A 5'2 person is driving such a monstrous vehicle.

I sighed and scooted the chair forward.He turned on the radio hummed along with him. We made it to the school and Mel was waiting outside of the gym. I honked my horn, she looked at me and made her way to the backseat. " How was practice? `` I said when she got buckled. "It was good my sign is getting faster. I'm happy about that." she said smiling. "So how was it?" "How was what?" I said looking in my sideview mirrors.

"The sex?" I stomped on the brakes. "I don't know what you're talking about. We did homework. I said blushing and turning the jeep around. "Uh huh." She said dramatically. I stopped in front of Desmond's house. "Love you babe." He said kissing me full on the lips. "Love you too." I said smiling after our kiss. "God you guys are so gay." She said moving to the front seat. "Have yo no shame." I said punching her in the shoulder. "Well you shouldn't have called at that moment." I said looking at my hands. "Hey woah I won't tell dad if you don't." She said looking at me.

"Thank you." I said blushing. The rest of the ride home was silent besides the music. When we made it to the house I started making dinner. The spaghetti was almost done. Melody was working on homework and dad was home. "Smells good pumpkin." He said walking into the kitchen and grabbing a bottle of water. "Thanks dad." I said smiling.

We all sat down at the table. "So there is something I want to talk to you guys about. I think we should move." "What if It's out of this state how is it going to affect Levy and Desmond?" Mel said looking at me. No we are not moving out of state. I got a promotion today at work. I am now the chief of police. The pay is better so I was wanting to move a few blocks over into a real house instead of this apartment." He said sighing

"Tomorrow after school I want you two to go check it out." Dad said, clearing his plate from the table. "So we are for sure moving.? When?" I asked looking at dad. "Well rent is due next week so start packing tonight." He said walking towards his room.I finished dinner and made my way to my room.

I looked around my room. 'I don't own much' I thought to myself. I heard a knock on my door. "Come in." I said opening the door. It was Mel with boxes. "Thanks," I said. She had a troubled look on her face. "Why don't you come in and talk? Because I know that look and if you don't talk about it you will blow up on any minor thing like ``where's the match to the other sock."

She sighed and she knew I was right. She came in and sat on my bed. I shut the door. "We have lived here with mom and I Don't know if I can leave." I knew she was going to say this. I thought to myself. " I feel you honestly do but look we still have all of mom's things. Lets just take a look at it tomorrow if you don't like it I'll talk to dad alright?" She shook her head in agreement.Something shiny caught my eye on the windowsill. I took a look from afar. It was the condom wrapper with the water based lube. "Oh god" I said a little too loud. "What?" She said following my gaze. "So it is true she said laughing. I rushed and grabbed them and put the lube in my underwear drawer.

I went into my closet to see what's in there. Because it's been awhile since I have been there. I turned on the headway light. Something green caught my eye. I looked down and unburied it. I let out a sharp gasp. It was the violin that mom got me for my third birthday. Like usual I picked it up within a couple of months. I even played at mom's funeral. After that I quit playing it because I played it for her. Something inside of me itched to play it again. My mind was already going through the motions of each and every scale.

"What's the matter Lev?" She said, placing a hand on my shoulder. "I-it's my violin." I said looking at the green case. I picked it up and cautiously placed it on my bed. I packed away my closet which was just filled with books. "I think you should go pack something up please." I said trying to keep my voice even.

She left without saying a word. I packed up a few more things. I went to the laundry room and put in some clothes that needed to be washed. I made it back to my room. I felt the tears flooded my face. I looked at the violin and held it close to my heart. 'Mom I miss you so much it hurts. I have kept it together for dad and mel but I don't know how much longer I can keep it up.' I thought to myself.

I looked over at my chair and it had Desmond's hoodie on it. Put on some shorts. And some long fluffy socks. My phone started ringing Desmonds ringtone. I answered it immediately " H-hey. What's up love." I said trying to hide my voice.

"Nothing just wanted to talk and to see if you're alright."

"To be honest I could use a hug. Are you busy?" I asked

"I'm just working on schoolwork."

"Can I come over?" I heard silence.

"Yeah let me clean up."

"Love you I'm gonna clean up."

"Love you too" I said hanging up.

I checked the time it was nine thirty eight. I threw on some pants over the short shorts and I put on a short sleeve shirt. I walked out of my room. I walked up to dad's door and knocked. I heard his bed protest from the movement. He opened it. "Hey dad I'm gonna go see Desy. Yes his parents will be there also I'll bring Melody if she wants to come." "Be safe hun love you." I smiled at him. "Thank you. '' I said, giving him a hug. "Also if we are not back in time please switch the laundry."

I heard him mumble something under his breath. I knocked on Mel's door. Her door opened instantly. "I'm going to go see Des. Do you want to come with me or not?" "No thanks but thanks for the offer." I smiled at her. I threw my boots on and headed out the door. I tried not to cry on my way to see him.

I knocked on the door. His mom answered. She took me into her arms. "I know I'm not your mother and I know I can't replace her. But if you need anything at all just let me know." I almost erupted into tears. The father must be out because I didn't see him. "He's in his room." She said breaking away from the hug.

I walked down the hall and down the stairs into the basement. I knocked. "Come in." I did just that. I looked at him in the eyes and he came running. I met him in the middle. He hugged me. I just couldn't stop the tears from falling anymore. He led me to the bed and we just sat there in an embrace. He made me feel like there was nothing wrong.

'Oh god I just love his hugs.' I thought to myself. "What's wrong?" I took in a few shaky deep breaths. "I don't know if I can do it anymore. I have been trying so hard to stay strong for dad and mel. Ever since mom died. It's been getting harder and harder each day.